Method Will 190 pills be able to kill me? In combination with 30/40% vol Alcohol.

[Thewetwater]

Last year, on January the 10th, I tried to kill myself, obviously unsuccessfully, with the exact same method. I stupidly consumed 90 of them, with nothing but water. I now know my mistake, and I feel like an idiot, but I just want advice. Should I increase the amount of tablets? Should I increase the strength of the alcohol? What month/year should I make my second overdose attempt? I was thinking I'd wait two years for my favourite artists to release concert videos, since it has been delayed due to Corona, but I'm also conflicted... I don't have much strength to continue for very long, my limit is probably up until January 1st of 2021. Please provide your own advice.

I wonder the same thing

 

[autumnal]

Have not moved on, simply picked two backup methods.

I can't name the pills because I removed them from their packets and they're three or four separate brands/types. I keep them all in one separate box.

Yeah, in future you might want to keep track of what the pills actually are. How you expected anyone to give you a specific answer involving unidentified mystery pills is unclear.