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lobster salad
overcooked :(
- Aug 27, 2020
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I am too tired of life already. It has been constant failure and change for the better looks so unpromising anyways, since I am the root of all the problems. Since I can't buy sn or a nitrogen tank, tying a noose wouldn't work because there is no where in my house to tie it to (outside is too crowded), my only easy option is to jump. I live in singapore, and there are many 11 storey flats, but the past few times I tried to jump, I sat there for minutes before chickening out... Will 11 storeys kill on impact? I don't want to jump only to survive the initial fall and become a vegetable in overwhelming pain for even a minute, I just want to die on impact. There isn't higher buildings I could find with balconies. I just need to get around this fear of failing my ctb. I've had this because someone told me his brother survived a 19 storey jump for 30 min and he was in horrible pain before departing. I don't want that.Here's a photo of the view down... I hope no one recognises the place btw
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