No. Even if he was real, God has done some heinous shit in the Bible and then expects everyone to worship him and kiss his ass. He made everyone in his image but some of his images are people he despises. He can forgive murderers, pedos, rapists and robbers who convert and repent for their sins but will send a gay man/woman to hell even if they've done good all their lives. Plus if you commit suicide he'll send you to hell anyway because you took your own life before he could greedily take yours.