Why you want to CTB

[BobMorane]

Name one reason you want to CTB ( e.g : cancer, money, bipolar, etc...) Waiting for your answers !

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

Why? You think 90% of suicides are due to mental illness and that money problems are temporary.

 

[FuneralCry]

Because life is a terrible thing. For me the problem is life itself. I need to ctb to prevent decades filled with suffering. I dislike everything about living.

 

[BobMorane]

@Alwaysbadtime I just think that a psychiatric teaching hospital backed with university research and access to forensic data is more reliable than some random internet dude's opinion.

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

@Alwaysbadtime I just think that a psychiatric teaching hospital backed with university research and access to forensic data is more reliable than some random internet dude's opinion.

Nope and it's a punishing stat that is not true. Suicide is worldwide and not everyone is mentally ill. This is really degrading. This hospital and university's research doesn't get stats on every single person around the world who commits suicide. Situational distress is a real thing. Mental illness denies genuine emotion.

 

[Snake of Eden]

Name one reason you want to CTB ( e.g : cancer, money, bipolar, etc...) Waiting for your answers !

Autoimmune scalp skin condition, major depressive disorder, anxiety, low self esteem, no prospects of a good future financially, no foreseeable companionship because of all the above
What are yours?

 

[BobMorane]

Autoimmune scalp skin condition, major depressive disorder, anxiety, low self esteem, no prospects of a good future financially, no foreseeable companionship because of all the above
What are yours?

psychosis. It leaves you permanently changed

 

[OnlyTheWind]

Didn't talk to my high school crush, Depression (very likely Bipolar), anxiety, lack of independence / confidence, lack of desire to pursue almost anything that requires effort.

 

[Snake of Eden]

psychosis. It leaves you permanently changed

It is very generic to say you suffer from psychosis and stop there. How does it show and why do you feel it is good enough reason to ctb? I suffered from psychosis induced by drug use before but I want to learn more about how it presents chronically if you dont mind sharing

 

[Cheemo]

I am not meant for this world.

 

[motel rooms]

You think that money problems are temporary.

It is very generic to say you suffer from psychosis and stop there. How does it show and why do you feel it is good enough reason to ctb?

If OP really thinks that everyone's money problems are temporary, his psychosis is pretty serious

 

[Lmd]

The paranormal is ghosting me and that makes me sad.

 

[BobMorane]

If OP really thinks that everyone's money problems are temporary, his psychosis is pretty serious

I understand you being deficient but putting words in my mouth is symptom of ill will. I usually never say something is absolute bc it not: e.g : some moneys problem are temporary some are not.

 

[motel rooms]

I understand you being deficient but putting words in my mouth is symptom of ill will. I usually never say something is absolute bc it not: e.g : some moneys problem are temporary some are not.

It's clear from my comment that I didn't put anything in your mouth. I was reacting to @Alwaysbadtime 's post & I said, "If OP really thinks..."
You should've corrected them if they misunderstood you.

 

[Hurt]

Because I don't want to live. Life has to be enjoyable not suffered. And I don't enjoy anything.

 

[BobMorane]

It's clear from my comment that I didn't put anything in your mouth. I was reacting to @Alwaysbadtime 's post & I said, "If OP really thinks..."
You should've corrected them if they misunderstood you.

Yeah I kind of lost hope in correcting @Alwaysbadtime of whatsoever. Also, you mocking mental illness is pretty fuckin ironic in a site that preaches unstigmatised sharing. I know some people suck dicks for a living I never make a joke out of that.

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

Yeah I kind of lost hope in correcting

Lost hope? Lol. Keep thinking everyone is mentally ill just like you. That must be comforting. Meanwhile bills are due.

 

[Amacko]

I see no future for myself, everything I do ends up in failure and one less person on this planet changes absolutely nothing in the grand scheme of things

 

[BobMorane]

Here you go again.

Lost hope? Lol. Keep thinking everyone is mentally ill just like you. That must be comforting. Meanwhile bills are due.

If I were making assumptions like you do, I'd say nobody has f*cked you in a while 1), you don't like you work (enjoy it 2morrow is Friday) and 3) That statistic is infuriating you bc how somebody who's not mentally ill could want to ctb. I'm sorry you so perfect, but hey, at the end we're on the same site for the same purpose. And no, I don't trust your word over camh.

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

Here you go again.

If I were making assumptions like you do, I'd say nobody has f*cked you in a while 1), you don't like you work (enjoy it 2morrow is Friday) and 3) That statistic is infuriating you bc how somebody who's not mentally ill could want to ctb. I'm sorry you so perfect, but hey, at the end we're on the same site for the same purpose. And no, I don't trust your word over camh.

I don't expect you to trust my word. You're buying into bs and that's a-ok for you to take comfort in such a gross stat. To say I need to get laid...to be so shy as to not even type out FUCKED. In no way did I get so personal as to question the frequency of your sex between psychotic espisodes. Yeah...sure thing man....everyone's mental and money is out there for the taking. Enjoy retirement.

I'm not perfect...I'm just not mentally ill.

 

[Serio]

I don't feel like I can ever belong or like anyone truly cares. Except for one person who is my bf but I'm srry I don't think I'm going to b able to stay for him at this rate

 

[BobMorane]

@Alwaysbadtime bye bye

 

[motel rooms]

Also, you mocking mental illness is pretty fuckin ironic in a site that preaches unstigmatised sharing. I know some people suck dicks for a living I never make a joke out of that.

There's nothing insulting about saying that a person who wants to ctb because of psychosis has psychosis. Your using the term "retard" in the post you deleted & calling me "deficient", on the other hand, is quite disrespectful to mentally ill people. Btw, I don't suck dicks for a living, I fuck asses to supplement my income. Are you interested in my services?
Sorry I went there, but if you think it's fine to tell @Alwaysbadtime that nobody has fucked her in a while, it's open season.

 

[BobMorane]

read the thread man, if its not to tell me why u want to ctb please fuck off

 

[wanttodie]

sick of life and living

 

[one.way.out]

Depression, bad social skills / never feeling like I belong, and past mistakes that make people hate me

 

[seeker]

Depression, anxiety, lack of social contact with family/friends. I never told them about my feelings and about wanting to CTB, since they wouldn't understand. Furthermore, there're other traumas, diseases and my father's death.

 

[Werewolf.]

Why are people in this thread like @hotelbeneathground and @Alwaysbadtime giving this guy a hard time? If you don't like the thread then just move on, don't dick around.

Sorry, OP, for people like that. I am glad others are giving you the answers you are looking for.

 

[Versailles]

Mental illness, and the life working everyday as a slave of the society is for me

 

[Almost]

Can't enjoy life. Wanted to ctb since my 20s. I used to buy into the idea that wanting to ctb was a problem to fix. However, after years of meds and self analysis I realize that's not the case for everyone. Some people can just sense that they aren't meant to be.