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empty sighs

empty sighs

deserves to die “しがみつくな”
Feb 14, 2022
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Why am I so afraid all the time? Why can't I remember anything? Why do people care before they forget about you? When is it time to give up? Why am I so paranoid? Why can't I just trust people? Why is that even when I get what I want I still feel bad about myself, brain just wants to kill me anyways and I can't breathe in all the bullshit inside of my head I can barely think. I'm sure people care but I can't even talk to people honestly cause all the words are stuck inside my head because all the people who care are the people who hurt and abandoned me in the back of my mind. I just feel terrible not that it really matters anyways. I feel like such a liar and a thief stealing my own future from myself.
 
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