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artikbitti2

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Oct 2, 2025
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Hey everyone,

it s been a month that i am doing research about how to suicide peacefully. I want to exit asap. But the methods are difficult to do or impossible to reach. For example i read the peaceful pill book and every method that they provide is nearly impossible to achieve. Nembutal is impossible to get it. There is no trustable source (i got scammed 2 times). I live in Spain and getting SN is also so hard. The DDMP method is also almost impossible to do. I dont want to hang myself and such a thing. Exit bag is a great way but you need someone to trust that after exit can take out the bag. I want a peaceful way. If you do have any other suggestions i will appreciate it a lot. Thanks and good luck everyone.
 
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PI3.14

what is chaos to the fly is normal to the spider
Oct 4, 2024
554
Sorry life has brought you to this. Most methods are "bad" cus society blocks us from accessing the peaceful ones.
 
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biggestburden

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Sep 20, 2025
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literally? we're built to survive. if it were easy to die, we really wouldn't have survived long enough as a species to get where we are today. hence survival instinct, too. otherwise? the world is very anti-death. call it empathy, call it religious belief, call it capitalists wanting the most work out of us before we go, but either way the world doesn't want you to die just yet and will do everything it can to prevent it. that's why we have to turn to more difficult and brutal methods. in my opinion, it's more cruel than just letting us go peacefully, but to each their own I suppose. maybe there's a reason I don't make the law 🤷‍♀️
 
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MyShadow

MyShadow

Left the forum to pursue recovery
Aug 27, 2025
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Hey everyone,

it s been a month that i am doing research about how to suicide peacefully. I want to exit asap. But the methods are difficult to do or impossible to reach. For example i read the peaceful pill book and every method that they provide is nearly impossible to achieve. Nembutal is impossible to get it. There is no trustable source (i got scammed 2 times). I live in Spain and getting SN is also so hard. The DDMP method is also almost impossible to do. I dont want to hang myself and such a thing. Exit bag is a great way but you need someone to trust that after exit can take out the bag. I want a peaceful way. If you do have any other suggestions i will appreciate it a lot. Thanks and good luck everyone.
Just look at Charlie Sheen. The guy partied beyond human capacity and should have died a dozen times but somehow he's still alive. But all kidding aside, the human body and brain and resilient and designed to survive. It's no wonder that less then 5% of suicide attempts are successful.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,177
I understand, it's just so cruel and dreadful to me how peaceful, guaranteed ways to cease existing are so cruelly denied, It's all so terrible and I wish that more than anything I never suffered, I see so much cruelty in how the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what even know it all just leads to decay and death anyway, I also just wish for the option to peacefully cease existing, it's just so horrific to me how we exist in this anti-suicide world where I cannot just have a death like falling asleep permanently, I hope you find peace.
 
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kopebaldy

Dovahkiin
Jul 5, 2025
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Dying is easy, dying peacefully isn't.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,354
Without regulating assisted suicide- (which I obviously support,) I suppose they couldn't make painless and quick methods easily available. Imagine what would happen after the first 12 year old gets hold of something lethal.

I suppose I never quite understand people's bewilderment at peaceful methods not being freely available when many of us probably realise our own families would try to prevent our suicides. They're not available because the majority of the world would rather prevent suicide. Especially amongst the young. They literally don't want to make it easy in the hopes that the brutality and unreliability of the methods left to us will be enough to put us off.
 
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TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
7,511
The main reason is our innate biological instinct (survival instinct, or SI) to survive and avoid death, pain, or discomfort at almost all costs. Even the most reliable, possibly peaceful method is not a 100% guarantee due to such a primal instinct getting in our way. Also, yes, almost all the most reliable and peaceful means to check out are either heavily regulated to the point of infeasibility, if not outright outlawed in some way, depending on where one lives in this world.
 
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