I personally find the thought of permanent non-existence to be so incredibly comforting, it comforts me how this meaningless, futile and insignifcant existence will someday be forgotten about like I never existed at all.
But I don't see anyone with the ability to exist as being fortunate as existence itself is something so harmful after all. And I just don't see the point or appeal to existing, existence is a curse which only death can bring me relief from, I only envy those who are permanently at peace.