idk why I want the end so badly, I'm now burdened with the knowledge of quick and easy methods. I have a great life, I have friends and family who love me and despite my physical and mental health being very poor I'm a very fortunate individual, I still think the world would be better without me. Despite everyone loving me and the endless praise I receive from strangers I feel only I understand the truth that I am an awful corrupt individual, i will forever be burdened by my existence and the only way to destroy my anxiety, depression, addictions, is to CTB. I know deep down I don't want to die, I truly just want internal peace but I'm scared that peace will never come. if anyone has any words of comfort it would be greatly appreciated. I'm scared and alone, all I want is value.
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Defenestration
I want to have the courage to kill myself
- Oct 25, 2020
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This attracts me but I'm also afraid. good luck to you. we are in this situation a lot
all I hear is that it will get better but ive been waiting so long and it hasn't, these thoughts take over my happiest days, will "we" ever be happy?
Defenestration
I want to have the courage to kill myself
- Oct 25, 2020
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