shyguy-g59
BPD!
- Dec 26, 2022
- 14
I'm so mentally drained and exhausted I'm starting to wake up pissed off. Every day is the same shit and nothing ever changes because I can't change myself. I hate myself and there's nothing I can do about it. For 2 months I've been searching and attempting ways to go but they all seem to fail or be extremely difficult to do/acquire. So many people say It's so easy to get this and that in my area yet I'm spending weeks to find these specific things and can't find them at all. Why is it so hard to find a peaceful way to die? I can't do anything about it but be mad at the fact. I want to scream so loud and cry but it won't do anything. I seriously hate my life and all I want is to just find a peaceful way out of here. Having bpd is not fun and it's making my life a living hell. Anyways, I'm hoping to find someone who's selling sn to individuals and not priced at $200-500. Easy to get my ass, almost every website is out of stock or only selling to a company. Would try charcoal burning but even that seems difficult to pull off correctly.