Venting Why is it so fucking hard to wait?

[Proxycake]

I have to wait until I am gone, at least a year, and Jesus Christ it is getting so fucking hard to do so. I'm so stressed everyday, it ruins me. Everyone just wants to make shit harder for me. Could someone please just remind me to bust it out and wait for the time to come? I am so fucking lonely all the time, my life is a joke. I need a friend, goddammit.

 

[SilentSadness]

That is very unfortunate, I understand your circumstance and suffering. I hope it changes soon.

 

[pain6batch9]

I feel the loneliness.

 

[Proxycake]

That is very unfortunate, I understand your circumstance and suffering. I hope it changes soon.

Thank you.

I feel the loneliness.

I'm sorry you suffer such an awful fate as well.

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly understand that it's so tiring and dreadful suffering in this existence, but anyway I hope that you eventually find the relief you search for, I wish you all the best.

 

[Terry A. Davis]

Are you terminally ill or are you planning to ctb in a year?
Either or, if you aren't going to be alive next year then try to stop giving a shit about everyone else. You only have 1 year left to experience reality so don't let people burden you with problems that you'll have nothing to do with in a years time

 

[grungy自殺]

I feel you so much...

I'm so sorry that you're going through this..

the dread of waiting for the intended date you'll do is huge.. and literally i could fathom how hard it would be to maintain that facade, to maintain that composure to hold on until then.

i envy you in the part that you only have a year left as my plan to ctb is not until in 2028 (3 years from this point and i'm currently 21)

And for a friend to be there before the time comes

I highly relate....