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i used bath robe rope today and i wasn't completely sitting. i secured it tightly below my adams apple. well i dont have that on my neck. i just tried to guess where my adams apple should be. i waited more than a minute to pass out but it didnt work. people here wrote it should work less than 15 seconds. but all i felt was headache and it obviosly wasn't working. i questioned about my weight support wasnt enough? i am 170 cm and 60 kg and female. now i am thinking about jumping of from a high place but all tall buildings here have secured windows. how can i end it. i heard about sn drug but my country completly prohibited it. found some on alibaba but it was for only work purposes and they made sure of it by asking too much information and selling in high quantity. is there anyone please i need to be quick.
 
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CommitSudoku

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I haven't got partial hanging to work either, I feel there's more hope with full but don't know if it's an option for you and will likely be as painful as you found partial if not more. It's just harder to back out from. I don't really have suggestions seeing as I'm still here as well. You can just try to educate yourself as much as possible since you know your own situation best and what you're capable of. Best wishes whatever you decide to do.
 
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I haven't got partial hanging to work either, I feel there's more hope with full but don't know if it's an option for you and will likely be as painful as you found partial if not more. It's just harder to back out from. I don't really have suggestions seeing as I'm still here as well. You can just try to educate yourself as much as possible since you know your own situation best and what you're capable of. Best wishes whatever you decide to do.
there is no support high enough that i can hang myself fully. i really didnt wanted to back out but it didnt work. i was sure i wasnt dying in this way.
 
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never interfere with a lifespan reaping
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I can relate. Just tried partial last night much more seriously and knew it wasn't what would do me in. Best wishes once more, I hope you can find some way to ease your pain.
 
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I am sorry that you are suffering so much, it really is so difficult to leave this world. I wish that we lived in a world where our right to die is respected and then we could just exit peacefully when the time is right for us. I think that if it was easier to leave this world I would already be gone. In my case, I have never wanted to live. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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Partial is easy to fuck up, I tried 10 times and only made myself slightly dizzy
 
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it sounds like you are in a rush and generally speaking i think it's a bad idea to act on impulse. if i'm not overstepping my boundaries, can i ask why you feel you need to do this so urgently?
 
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Partial hanging will work if you use drugs and Booze to the point of passing out. After that happens you won't wake up. End if life.
 
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1234561

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it sounds like you are in a rush and generally speaking i think it's a bad idea to act on impulse. if i'm not overstepping my boundaries, can i ask why you feel you need to do this so urgently?
i really want to share but i can't do it publicly
Partial hanging will work if you use drugs and Booze to the point of passing out. After that happens you won't wake up. End if life.
thanks but i can't get drugs. i have no connection to people who sell them whatsoever
Partial is easy to fuck up, I tried 10 times and only made myself slightly dizzy
i didn't even feel dizzy but my head still feels pain. if i passed out. i wish i just passed out
Partial is easy to fuck up, I tried 10 times and only made myself slightly dizzy
i didn't even feel dizzy but my head still feels pain. if i passed out. i wish i just passed out
I can relate. Just tried partial last night much more seriously and knew it wasn't what would do me in. Best wishes once more, I hope you can find some way to ease your pain.
because of earthquakes here buildings and bridges aren't high or highly secured. i might jump on a high speed train as a last resort. i want to try my last chance in life before that.
 
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i really want to share but i can't do it publicly

thanks but i can't get drugs. i have no connection to people who sell them whatsoever

i didn't even feel dizzy but my head still feels pain. if i passed out. i wish i just passed out

i didn't even feel dizzy but my head still feels pain. if i passed out. i wish i just passed out

because of earthquakes here buildings and bridges aren't high or highly secured. i might jump on a high speed train as a last resort. i want to try my last chance in life before that.
An over the counter drug ( OTC ). Is call Phenergan. In pill form or liquid called exlir. I guarantee you will succumb to the effects if mixed with wine.
 
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An over the counter drug ( OTC ). Is call Phenergan. In pill form or liquid called exlir. I guarantee you will succumb to the effects if mixed with wine.
so will it be enough if i take it together with wine? do i need to do anything else.
 
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so will it be enough if i take it together with wine? do i need to do anything else.
I'm not saying to do this but it works for me. I take 100ml of Exlir with a shot glass of wine.
 
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1234561

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I'm not saying to do this but it works for me. I take 100ml of Exlir with a shot glass of wine.
but you're obviously not dead. is it really deadly? i looked it up and it says these two together will just make you sleep deeply.
 
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Pain In The Ass

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Feb 10, 2022
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WHY IS IT SO HARD TO FUCKING KILL ONESELF??????????!!!!!!!!!!

Once we're not working to pay taxes any more, and we have robots and AI producing everything, and we are basically just a burden to the system, THAT'S when they'll legalize, and even encourage, euthanasia worldwide! N will be OTC after a short virtue-signalling counselling session.

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BYE BYE GRANNY!!!
 
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but you're obviously not dead. is it really deadly? i looked it up and it says these two together will just make you sleep deeply.
Exactly. That's the whole point. Drink it and put the rope around your neck. When you fall asleep you'll hang yourself and won't even know about it.
 
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1234561

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Exactly. That's the whole point. Drink it and put the rope around your neck. When you fall asleep you'll hang yourself and won't even know about it.
does the brand of wine matters? anything would do, right? and thank you
 
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so will it be enough if i take it together with wine? do i need to do anything else.
After a little searchin g I can't find evidence of Phenergan being lethal- can you find an article showing that it is or can be?
 
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After a little searchin g I can't find evidence of Phenergan being lethal- can you find an article showing that it is or can be?
I didn't say it was lethal. The combination if Phenergan and Alcohol will render you semi conscious so that you won't worry or panic as partial takes hold.
does the brand of wine matters? anything would do, right? and thank you
When I want to sleep I crush 3 Phenergan tablets at 25mg each and mix them into a shot glass if wine. My wine if choice is a cheap German bottle called " Liebfraumilch " and comes in at around 10% strength.
 
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May 1, 2020
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I am sorry that you are suffering so much, it really is so difficult to leave this world. I wish that we lived in a world where our right to die is respected and then we could just exit peacefully when the time is right for us. I think that if it was easier to leave this world I would already be gone. In my case, I have never wanted to live. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
It is difficult to leave this world, totally agree, why must we be pushed to extremes to get peace, to find peace
 

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