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death137

death137

miserable
Jun 25, 2020
1,166
I don't have SN. Its hard for me to access it but even if I've it I'm not sure I will use it over full suspension but it would be great to have the option.

My question is to those who don't plan to use SN. Why? And what is your method?
 
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SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
1,715
The social security actuarial table gives Henry Kissinger a 30 percent chance of death in the coming year.

that's a great reason not to USE SN
 
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Rayzieka

Rayzieka

Not Really Here
Apr 28, 2021
637
Given it's my chosen method I can't really weigh in but this also interests me.
One of my guesses is the fear that there may be pain? Because I've read if you have certain conditions it can cause an uncomfortable pain in the stomach. Or maybe they haven't learnt enough to convince themselves it's peaceful.
From everything I've read the risk is low so that's why it's my number one.
 
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death137

miserable
Jun 25, 2020
1,166
The social security actuarial table gives Henry Kissinger a 30 percent chance of death in the coming year.

that's a great reason not to USE SN
Sorry I'm not understanding. Could you explain a little?
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
Shallow water blackout. Because it's simple, clean, painless & I like swimming & diving
 
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keyakizaka

keyakizaka

Member
Apr 25, 2021
28
im not doing SN because it'll take too long. the method ill probably use is hanging bc its alot quicker. if i took sn id probably change my mind immediately after drinking it.
 
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SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
1,715
Sorry I'm not understanding. Could you explain a little?
Think of it this way: every year that goes by , the odds of you living to see a moral monster be totally annihilated from the universe goes up.

in my life time I have watched countless individuals become literal wormfood, and have the pleasure of mocking and laughing at their families when they had to bury them.

there is something amazingly liberating and refreshing about the death of dead sociopaths and enjoying the tears of families and civilizations that enable them.

I hope I will get to see the departure of Bush Jr. before I'm out. The taste of bush Sr. Death was sweet but just not enough
 
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Thanatonaut

Thanatonaut

My time is coming.
May 17, 2019
264
Think of it this way: every year that goes by , the odds of you living to see a moral monster be totally annihilated from the universe goes up.

in my life time I have watched countless individuals become literal wormfood, and have the pleasure of mocking and laughing at their families when they had to bury them.

there is something amazingly liberating and refreshing about the death of dead sociopaths and enjoying the tears of families and civilizations that enable them.

I hope I will get to see the departure of Bush Jr. before I'm out. The taste of bush Sr. Death was sweet but just not enough
I live to watch trump die screaming on live TV. I'm a simple man, I don't ask for much.
 
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Laggy

Laggy

Member
Jul 20, 2018
45
I only recently realized that keeping SN in extreme heat may ruin it, and mine's been in the attic for years (seemed like a good hiding place). So now I'm looking into getting something less iffy.
 
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voyager

voyager

Don't you dare go hollow...
Nov 25, 2019
963
It's amongst my top 5 methods and I'm leaning more and more towards it. It might very well be the way I go. The main reason I wouldn't is if I had the opportunity to shoot or decapitate myself. I'm just more of a hands on, physical type of person than poisoner, and prefer an instantaneous approach.
 
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Bullit

Bullit

Mage
May 6, 2021
504
The social security actuarial table gives Henry Kissinger a 30 percent chance of death in the coming year.

that's a great reason not to USE SN
That monster will live on for many years,until it melts into a disgusting blob of shit!
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,313
I would choose SN over other methods but I don't have the access to it. I would love to do an method which involves taking a substance as I think I have a too weak survival instinct to deal with the other methods. I honestly don't care about side effects of taking anything. At the current moment I don't have anything else planned. Every day I wish we had a right to die.
 
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verloren

sry for my bad english
Feb 18, 2021
132
Chemical suicide is way too complicated for me
 
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JustAMatterOfTime

JustAMatterOfTime

Fragile
Mar 21, 2021
905
I don't want to die by poisoning, not for me even if it seems easy and not full of stress it has never appealed to me. Gives me the creeps to imagine it, I hate those dignitas videos they make me feel sick. Have always imagined a violent death since I was young, I would prefer that I think.
 
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Promortalistic4Life

Promortalistic4Life

Efilist
May 29, 2020
47
Have always imagined a violent death since I was young, I would prefer that I think.
"My name is not important. What is important is what I'm going to do. I just fucking hate this world, and the [redacted] feasting on its carcass. My whole life is just cold, bitter hatred, and I've always wanted to die violently. This is the time for [redacted], and I will put [redacted] into the grave [redacted]. It is time for me to [redacted], and it is time for me to die.

My [redacted] begins... here."

- "Not Important" in the intro of Hatred
 
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DeadButDreaming

Specialist
Jun 16, 2020
362
I've read the accounts of people who witnessed forum members departing via this method. Although it doesn't sound painful, I'm not convinced of its peacefulness.
 
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greyismyfavecolor

Member
Jul 16, 2020
26
I don't have access to it.
 
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LakatosDiogenesz

LakatosDiogenesz

I can tie a noose with my eyes closed
Nov 21, 2020
143
I don't want to contribute to statistics that are used to take away people's freedom. State officials would try to use my death to ban SN.
Plus it takes too long to work.
 
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Amumu

Amumu

Ctb - temporary solution for a permanent problem
Aug 29, 2020
2,623
I only recently realized that keeping SN in extreme heat may ruin it, and mine's been in the attic for years (seemed like a good hiding place). So now I'm looking into getting something less iffy.
Why would it ruin it? Can you exemplify?
 
Pessimist

Pessimist

Mage
May 5, 2021
570
I don't have SN. Its hard for me to access it but even if I've it I'm not sure I will use it over full suspension but it would be great to have the option.

My question is to those who don't plan to use SN. Why? And what is your method?
It's hard for me to access. My method is partial hanging.
 
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the_final_countdown

Specialist
Dec 29, 2020
337
It's hard to drink. Brain refuses to swallow. Need quicker method. Don't know how.
 
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czx85

czx85

Student
Jun 8, 2019
133
1. It takes too long to prepare. If I would like to suicide by SN, I would need to shallow harmful anti-vomit and placebo medicines hours before I drink SN. What if I regret and decided to give up? It would cause my body damages and make my life worse.

2. It's not instant. Even if I manage to successfully drink SN, if my SI goes up too strong, I might force myself to throw up afterwards. Which might result SN doing a permanent damage to by brain, and I would still be alive.

3. The successful rate is not that high. If I failed, see 2nd statement for consequences.
 
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RegretedFeeling

RegretedFeeling

Student
Mar 21, 2021
123
I can't get it, so I'm thinking charcoal.
 
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BadChanges

Student
Sep 23, 2019
116
How long does SN last unopened? I bought it 1.5 years ago and have yet to use it. I'm not ready to kill myself yet, and I can't get anymore SN if it spoils.. i'm concerned now. Any idea?
 
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Bat 17

Bat 17
Mar 30, 2021
307
I don't like it, makes my flesh crawl

I went for Monox
 
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demuic

Life was a mistake
Sep 12, 2020
1,383
Which might result SN doing a permanent damage to by brain, and I would still be alive.

3. The successful rate is not that high. If I failed, see 2nd statement for consequences.

Where are you getting this information?
 
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Amumu

Amumu

Ctb - temporary solution for a permanent problem
Aug 29, 2020
2,623
How long does SN last unopened? I bought it 1.5 years ago and have yet to use it. I'm not ready to kill myself yet, and I can't get anymore SN if it spoils.. i'm concerned now. Any idea?
The only thing which is concerning for SN is air oxidation... So if you don't open it possibly infinite.
Moreover I'd like to add that for temperature, this is only concerning when you reach 300°C, which shouldn't happen.

Where are you getting this information?
And this too.
 
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brokenwaves

brokenwaves

i need to cross a border that’s hard to define
Feb 19, 2021
118
SN is not even on my list of choices. no way i'm spending my final hours fasting and then drinking a disgusting substance, not to mention i absolutely hate vomiting. way too much prep and effort, i plan to have an "enjoyable" final day (including eating) and then kick a chair out from under me. easy & simple for me
 
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BeautifulMosaics

BeautifulMosaics

Specialist
Aug 15, 2021
310
Wow.. it's really enlightening to read this thread. It just goes to how how different we all are, because I would've thought it was obvious SN is the way to go. Personally, the thought of having a rope tight around my neck is terrifying and I'm way too p*ssy and squeamish to do that.

It just goes to show that there is no one way to do anything in life and anyone who assumes we all have the same motivations/fears/desires/physiologies and therefore must live in the same way is ignorant.
 
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