Opossum
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- Jul 29, 2024
- 44
Money has never been a motivation for me, i just cant value it as much as everyone else. I know its important, and is useful and a necessity... but i HATE Money and haveing to deal with it. I had 3 jobs before and hated them, wich is normal, but after you think "i hate my job." You think "well i need the money" wich is what i think, but then after, my next thought is "but why do i need this? I get nothing but stress from it, and im liveing just for it!" I cant live my life JUST to make another dollar just to spend it on things that i need to continue to work for more dollars and repeat the circle...
Money gives me nothing but stress and pressure to make more of it as i spend more for the chance to make more. I dont understand why i have to spend the life i already hate, doing work that leaves me unfulfilled, tired, and more empty than normal, just so i can be more miserable but with a bank account thats on life support.
Then when i ask or tell people about this irl, they say "well you need money to live, cant go anywhere in life with no money." Wich is a lie... unless you have a fortune already when you're born, or get rich fast some how, you wont go anywhere, i know i wont go anywhere! I dropped out of school because i just couldn't meat the requirements to graduate, the jobs ill work for the rest of my life will only give me minimum wage... minimum wage isn't even liveable in this world anymore if it ever was in the first place!
I cant live a life just to work it away, if im gonna waste my life miserable tell i kms then im gonna do it my way... at least ill be a bit less miserable my way. Hell i tryed getting better just so i could feel better about working my life away but i can no longer afford to get help thanks to my insurance expiring or something like that...
Doses anyone else have this problem? Not seeing money as worth the trouble, or no desire to obtain it?
Money gives me nothing but stress and pressure to make more of it as i spend more for the chance to make more. I dont understand why i have to spend the life i already hate, doing work that leaves me unfulfilled, tired, and more empty than normal, just so i can be more miserable but with a bank account thats on life support.
Then when i ask or tell people about this irl, they say "well you need money to live, cant go anywhere in life with no money." Wich is a lie... unless you have a fortune already when you're born, or get rich fast some how, you wont go anywhere, i know i wont go anywhere! I dropped out of school because i just couldn't meat the requirements to graduate, the jobs ill work for the rest of my life will only give me minimum wage... minimum wage isn't even liveable in this world anymore if it ever was in the first place!
I cant live a life just to work it away, if im gonna waste my life miserable tell i kms then im gonna do it my way... at least ill be a bit less miserable my way. Hell i tryed getting better just so i could feel better about working my life away but i can no longer afford to get help thanks to my insurance expiring or something like that...
Doses anyone else have this problem? Not seeing money as worth the trouble, or no desire to obtain it?