front of me

front of me

Experienced
Aug 3, 2023
289
If that's what you want, life makes someone laugh like the movie Fight Club, or Joker They laugh with miserably situation , at least with Happy
 
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Octavia

Octavia

“I’d… rather kill myself.”
Mar 4, 2023
363
I guess it might be different for everyone, I seem to still have my sense of humour even when I am on my figurative deathbed. But then again said sense of humour has always been very dark, so it must think that me about to die is an absolute riot.
 
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CrazyDiamond04

CrazyDiamond04

Metal Fan- Wants to hang Under The Oak
May 8, 2023
476
Dying is terrifying.
 
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Holu

Holu

Hypomania go brrr
Apr 5, 2023
673
I'm sure people do, however if I had to take a guess id wager that it's the headspace someone's in during their suicide. For them to laugh, I'd feel they have to be incredibly unstable atm of death, which for some, especially those who take hypoxic methods, there would be more stable, and calm mindset, as they push towards peace.

Then again idk. For me, if anxiety hit I'd probably laugh, since it's almost a reactive mechanism when I'm freaked out.
 
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CW36

CW36

➕〰️➰
Jul 23, 2023
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CTB is a time for reflection, focus and fortitude. Laughing will be the last thing on our minds..
 
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kunikuzushi

kunikuzushi

sause
Jan 24, 2023
296
I think when I'm 100% ready to die, I might laugh a little because every time I've been in severe emotional pain I can't stop laughing. And I assume I'll be ready to kill myself when I'm at the most painful point of my life.
 
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John Ryder

John Ryder

"You're a smart kid...you'll figure it out."
Jul 7, 2023
334
Is not laughing like Chucky the norm? Sorry Jack, nembutal's back!
 
Dead Already

Dead Already

Member
Jul 14, 2023
84
I will definitely laugh as I tighten the straps on the mask and Crack the valve releasing the gas when CTB, thinking of all the pain, suffering and misery I'm leaving behind for those that think they are braver than me for thier continued servitude to the monetary unit.
Hopefully before the gas takes hold and my eyes begin to close, for the last time,I will shed one tear for the ones loved that I left behind.
Hammer Down
 
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SenseOfLoss

SenseOfLoss

life could have been so beautiful
Feb 24, 2023
208
It might sound absurd, but I tried to kill myself x times via ph that I sometimes had to laugh at myself when I failed. I felt like I was in a bad comic. But to be honest, in the end it completely exhausted and traumatized me....
 
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busybee

busybee

Experienced
Jul 5, 2023
208
SI be kicking in and ruining the fun
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,946
Because leaving this world isn't something that's amusing in anyway, in fact to me nothing could ever be. Existence is just something so cruel and terrible instead, people ctb to find relief from that.
 
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MeltingBrain

MeltingBrain

Mage
May 29, 2023
580
There are thing we do out of desperation and there are things we do because we like doing them . Suicide falls firmly in the first category .
Suicide falls firmly in the first category .
For most people
 
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