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Life_is_comedy
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- Sep 14, 2020
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I've tried reading stories where someone got through the odds and turned their lives around but they are mostly young and below 30. The only story I've read that was past 40 was Colonel Sanders and EVEN he had connections and friends who helped him, which is really just a stroke of luck and due to his support system. I'm already nearing 40 and yet I have nothing to show for in my life. It doesn't even help that I have no connections, no friends, not even acquaintances that respect me and no relatives who I'm close with. I tried calling people today to just hang out and relax and they literally just brushed me off. They even hurriedly wanted to get out of the house because they knew I was coming. How did I know? I found them scrambling to get into their car as I was nearing their house.
Imagine being unwanted and rejected wherever you will go. And this is in my own f*cking hometown and city where I grew up, worked, studied and lived. Imagine if I actually transferred to another place, it would be worse where I practically know no one. What makes it so infuriating is that these same people will give you a false sense of hope and tell you "We're just here for you if you need any help. You can count on us," then ditch you and avoid you like the plague if you do approach them. WTF? I'm not even asking for any money or anything. All I want is someone to talk to, just chill out and develop friendships at the end of the day. I can't imagine actually turning things around at my age and starting over when even something as simple as trying to talk and visit someone is such a burden and a high ladder to climb.
Imagine being unwanted and rejected wherever you will go. And this is in my own f*cking hometown and city where I grew up, worked, studied and lived. Imagine if I actually transferred to another place, it would be worse where I practically know no one. What makes it so infuriating is that these same people will give you a false sense of hope and tell you "We're just here for you if you need any help. You can count on us," then ditch you and avoid you like the plague if you do approach them. WTF? I'm not even asking for any money or anything. All I want is someone to talk to, just chill out and develop friendships at the end of the day. I can't imagine actually turning things around at my age and starting over when even something as simple as trying to talk and visit someone is such a burden and a high ladder to climb.
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