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eternalmelancholy

eternalmelancholy

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The pharmaceutical route of administration for N is through IV, not through oral ingestion. Just the sheer volume of disgusting tasting fluid you have to forcibly choke down puts me off of this method. What you if puke it up or do not ingest enough?

Learning how to set up an IV drip is probably the best way if you are adamant about using N. Though most people are uncomfortable with the idea of sticking themselves with a needle.

I think the search for the 'perfect method' is a ultimately fool's errand. Either way there will be some level of discomfort and pain. I think the best we can hope for is finding a method we can actually go through with.
 
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WornOutLife

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Just as you said, I guess it depends on the person.
I don't like needles so much so I'd rather drink it, just like SN.
Antiemetics are the key not to vomit. I guess I find drinking easier because I've drunk lots of disgusting amounts of cheap alcohol throughout my life.
The only problem I have is that I can't get any of those here in Argentina lol.

Anyway, I hope a new method shows up. You never know...
 
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Just as you said, I guess it depends on the person.
I don't like needles so much so I'd rather drink it, just like SN.
Antiemetics are the key not to vomit. I guess I find drinking easier because I've drunk disgusting amounts of cheap alcohol throughout my life.
The only problem I have is that I can't get any of those here in Argentina lol.

Anyway, I hope a new method shows up. You never know...


Good point. Just pretending it is cheap alcohol and forcing it down might be the best. However I am afraid that I would stop midway or just end up losing consciousness before drinking the necessary amount. Antiemetics help but is not a guarantee if you have a sensitive stomach.

I realized that I need a method that I cannot back out of once I started. That is why I settled on full suspension hanging. The problem is that my SI is strong and overcoming that initial resistance is proving to be too difficult.

Killing yourself is simple but not easy. Otherwise this forum would not even exist and we would all be dead already.
 
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What does N supposedly taste like?
 
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What does N supposedly taste like?


Well I never personally tasted it but from the research I conducted it supposedly tastes like an industrial chemical.

I have a very sensitive stomach and sense of smell. The chances of vomiting is too high for me personally. Even with antiemetics.
 
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I'm an old alcoholic. I can pretty much stomach anything. Is it possible to mix N with a juice or is it advisable to drink by itself?
 
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A lot of people say n has a salty almond taste. I've seen a lot of ppl in euthanasia clinics eat a piece of chocolate as soon as they've had their nembutal shot. Honestly if you're desperate enough to die drinking something that tastes awful should be the least of your worries. I mean how many times have we heard about people drinking things such as bleach and other terrible chemicals to ctb.

However numbing your tongue with ice or drying out your tongue beforehand might help you with the taste of n.
 
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watchingthewheels

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There are videos of old ladies chugging it down, and then, lights out, minutes later. The taste is not that big a deal.
(But then, I drink Jagermeister with no problem while other people around me cringe...)
 
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I ain't gonna lie I'm gonna already be high as fuck if I end up drinking N.
 
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That's a good combo, yeah everyone? Heroin and N a good mixture, yeah? If I'm wrong and mixing the two is a bad idea someone please inform me.
 
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The two would be synergistic.

OP, you are mistaken or have poorly worded your assertion. Traditionally pentobarbital has been administered orally, IV, and IM at times. If a few sips of a bad tasting liquid disqualify a method for you, then move on and stop trying to create conflict for those who do not share your views.
 
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If a few sips of a bad tasting liquid disqualify a method for you, then move on
I would much rather withstand swallowing down something that tastes really yucky than the feel of a rope around my neck or the sensation of my body falling hundreds of feet. I'm not trying to be funny here, but maybe you (OP) could practice first on other things that taste foul just to get used to swallowing foul-tasting liquids.
 
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I ain't gonna lie I'm gonna already be high as fuck if I end up drinking N.


I think it is a good idea to lower your inhibitions no matter what your method is. Probably best not to go too overboard and just enough to numb yourself.


OP, you are mistaken or have poorly worded your assertion. Traditionally pentobarbital has been administered orally, IV, and IM at times. If a few sips of a bad tasting liquid disqualify a method for you, then move on and stop trying to create conflict for those who do not share your views.


It is pretty disingenuous to call it a few sips when you have to choke down 2 large bottles in a very short period of time before you rapidly lose consciousness. Some people are very sensitive to foul tasting liquids, like myself.

Also oral preparation of N haven't been commercially manufactured in a long time. So drinking a solution meant for IV injection seems like a round about route of administration. That is all I wanted to address.

You are the only person in this thread who is creating conflict. I actually find your post very insulting as if you are pretending to be an expert in this area who is dismissing others from asking questions.
 
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4-6 ounces total is 2-3 shots. I'm not sure what "large" is to you, but 100ml isn't "large" by most people's definition.

I don't care if people find me insulting. I do care if people find me accurate.
 
gus.nixon

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I just took a measuring cup and filled it with 200 ml of water. Even if you had to ingest 200 ml of N, it's approximately 6-7 gulps which would take maybe 5 seconds if you just tilted your cup back and drank it.
 
eternalmelancholy

eternalmelancholy

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4-6 ounces total is 2-3 shots. I'm not sure what "large" is to you, but 100ml isn't "large" by most people's definition.

I don't care if people find me insulting. I do care if people find me accurate.


It depends on what concentration the solution is. Only D is 200 mg/ml from my understanding which would require 1 100ml bottle to ingest the total required amount of the chemical. More commonly available N goes low as 50mg/ml which would require 400ml.

1 shot is 25ml so it could require up to 16 shots depending on the concentration of the solution. Not an easy task in the short window you have. If you care about people finding you accurate please stop posting misinformation. Also you said in a previous post to stop creating conflict, so please take your own advice.

I am not sure why you are trolling my thread and what you get out of pretending to be an expert while posting incorrect information. This is the last post I will address by you since it is clear you are just trying to get a rise out of people for your own sense of superiority.
 
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Alright, look, a standard shot is 50-60ml. Do the math correctly. If you have a source for someone selling pentobarbital at a 50mg/ml concentration, post it. Otherwise you are literally handwringing over something that isn't available to anyone outside of a one off transaction or theft.

I'm not clear what your purpose of the thread is other than to seek reinforcement that pentobarbital is bad tasting and that full suspension is a better option. If it is for you, great. It isn't for most people who would rather drink something that tastes bad and peacefully drift off to sleep. You keep talking about hypothetical concentrations and volumes of liquids that are not available from the common sellers.

By all means, point out all of the incorrect info I've posted, and I will gladly correct it.
 
gus.nixon

gus.nixon

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If I get to the point where I'm literally going to kill myself within the next few minutes, I'll drink as much as I have to drink to get the job done. I'm not drinking it for its taste, I'm drinking it for its effect. I can imagine that drinking a bunch of liquid that tastes horrible would be enough of a reason for some people to choose another method. Luckily for us there are plenty of methods. I think we can all agree on that. I'm just less afraid of drinking something foul than swinging from a rope or pulling the trigger of a gun. Shit, I'd drink a liter of cat piss if I knew it would kill me and death was my intention. That's just me though. I'm just used to drinking things, in fact I do it every day. I don't make it a habit to be drinking nasty shit, but in the case of suicide I gotta get over it and do what has to be done.
 
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watchingthewheels

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Jan 23, 2021
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You want a tough drink for a challenge? Try a barium swallow, a thick, chalky nuclear concoction in a big-gulp sized cup, and having to chug that down in minutes...
 
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What you if puke it up
There is a possibility that an anti-emetic such as metoclopramide that might cut down on the vomit factor. It's was hard to find that prescription here in the US for me because it's an old drug, and today there are other more effective medications doctors prefer prescribing first. I finally bough some from an oversees distributor that was quite helpful to me and very gracious. Even had chats with them on the telephone via WhatsApp (yeah I'm looking to you, ADC! Big shout out from a pop over the pond in the U.S.! Love you guys!)
 
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Agree .iv drip should be an idea/way too .sick person here also with digestive issues .a way has to be equal for everyone .if its not equal it has to be alterned to fit everyonw
 
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checkouttime

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Post 108, conclusive evidence has now been shown to a moderator of this site that the N for D is legit, all members feel free to check the information out for yourselves.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/i-have-ordered-n-from-d.64033/page-4
 
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Lost Magic

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May 5, 2020
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I drink kratom tea with lemon juice everday. it is extremely bitter and nasty. If I can get through that I hoping I could also drink nembutal.
 
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summers

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Nov 4, 2020
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The pharmaceutical route of administration for N is through IV, not through oral ingestion. Just the sheer volume of disgusting tasting fluid you have to forcibly choke down puts me off of this method. What you if puke it up or do not ingest enough?

Learning how to set up an IV drip is probably the best way if you are adamant about using N. Though most people are uncomfortable with the idea of sticking themselves with a needle.

I think the search for the 'perfect method' is a ultimately fool's errand. Either way there will be some level of discomfort and pain. I think the best we can hope for is finding a method we can actually go through with.
Get a hold of Euthasol (400mg/ml) or Euthoxin(500mg/ml) , and you won't need a drip - you can do a direct inhection of 5ml, and goodnight. I also don't like the idea of an oral poison. N is designed for injection - if it we designed for ingestion, it would have antiemetics in the solution.

Euthasol 1 high
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