r.vival
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- Mar 29, 2024
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why did you do this to me?
at first you ignored all the things that are talked about me. you still wanted to get to know me. you made me feel special. you fell for me. it didn't take that long for me to fall to. i felt like the luckiest girl ever. i never felt so heard. so seen. so loved. things happened, we had our hardships but it's fine, we love eachother right? why did you have to force yourself on me? why did you keep things regarding your ex? why did you use the pain you caused me to break me down? why did you make me cut off all my friends? why don't you feel that warm anymore? it's okay. i never really cared much for myself so it didn't matter. i loved being around you no matter what. i loved being out. i loved staying in. i loved how you made everything special. for you? i'd do anything.
you left me. all because i vented to a friend. that i am sorry for, i shouldn't have done that. you're actually leaving? wait... why? don't you still love me? why did you give up on me? you said you wouldn't. you promised me that. in my most intimate moments you said you loved me. i tried my best, i did everything i could for you to just stay. you claim you still love me but then why? i can't function without you. you ruined my life. i don't feel at ease with anything. i didn't care how badly you treated me in a way, i still felt tons of times better than how i do now. i see you everyday, and now i need to hold myself back. i can't hug you. i can't kiss you. i can't forget about my problem. i can't just have fun. you made that easy. now you're gone. my heart raises. i'm on the verge of tears. each. time. i. see. you.
why did you do this to me?
at first you ignored all the things that are talked about me. you still wanted to get to know me. you made me feel special. you fell for me. it didn't take that long for me to fall to. i felt like the luckiest girl ever. i never felt so heard. so seen. so loved. things happened, we had our hardships but it's fine, we love eachother right? why did you have to force yourself on me? why did you keep things regarding your ex? why did you use the pain you caused me to break me down? why did you make me cut off all my friends? why don't you feel that warm anymore? it's okay. i never really cared much for myself so it didn't matter. i loved being around you no matter what. i loved being out. i loved staying in. i loved how you made everything special. for you? i'd do anything.
you left me. all because i vented to a friend. that i am sorry for, i shouldn't have done that. you're actually leaving? wait... why? don't you still love me? why did you give up on me? you said you wouldn't. you promised me that. in my most intimate moments you said you loved me. i tried my best, i did everything i could for you to just stay. you claim you still love me but then why? i can't function without you. you ruined my life. i don't feel at ease with anything. i didn't care how badly you treated me in a way, i still felt tons of times better than how i do now. i see you everyday, and now i need to hold myself back. i can't hug you. i can't kiss you. i can't forget about my problem. i can't just have fun. you made that easy. now you're gone. my heart raises. i'm on the verge of tears. each. time. i. see. you.
why did you do this to me?
