Venting Why did I wait ordering SN

[nyctophilia]

Ugh I feel so stupid. I have been looking at this site for a long time now and found dmc about 6 months ago, but didn't order, because I wanted to give therapy a last chance. And now I feel like I tried enough and want to finally order SN, but there is this whole mess of the site going down and stuff and I feel so stupid for not ordering when it was way easier. I found another source, but I don't know, that one feels a bit sketchy.
Sorry for this rant and for my bad english, but there is nowhere else I can talk about this.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you have to suffer, I just see so much cruelty in how they deny the option to reliably cease existing and wish to trap humans forcing them to suffer in this existence without the choice to leave on their own terms, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[nyctophilia]

I'm sorry you have to suffer, I just see so much cruelty in how they deny the option to reliably cease existing and wish to trap humans forcing them to suffer in this existence without the choice to leave on their own terms, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.

Thank you so much. And also, I agree completely with you. Like why force people to be alive when they don't even want to be. I understand that sometimes it can be an impulsive decision and those cases should be prevented, but there are also a lot of us who thought it through.

 

[bankai]

Don't worry now the therapists will come home once you order the SN


Kidding aside I think a lot of people are still ordering and getting it delivered.

 

[nyctophilia]

Don't worry now the therapists will come home once you order the SN


Kidding aside I think a lot of people are still ordering and getting it delivered.

Yeah I also read a lot of posts of people ordering, but everytime I look, the site is blocked or it says something about not being connected to a domain?? But I guess I will just keep looking and hope it works