Help Why did I have to be born just to suffer?

[kunikuzushi]

Why did I have to be born just to suffer? Every day of my life is torture. And for no reason. There's nothing I want. There's nothing that brings me joy. Only disgusting animal pleasure from food and sex.

Everything would have been so much better if I was never born. Not a second of my life has been worth this constant mental agony since my earliest memory. I'm in so much pain. I just want it to stop instantly. I don't want to have to deal with the anxiety of ending my life. The truth is I have an unhealthy attachment to living. I'm in a toxic relationship with living. I don't want it anymore. It causes me so much pain. But it's all I've ever known. So I'm terrified to leave.

I want the pain to stop instantly. Please why did I have to be born. I'm so fucking lonely right now it hurts. I need someone to talk to. I can't make it through the rest of today. Through the rest of this week. I need someone to be with me or talk to me. Please.

 

[The Dead Line]

Because the government wants you to pay taxes and serve super rich people directly or indirectly. The most important question why do they block our way ? That is the legitimate question!