Why can't i do it?

[throwaway123]

I see so many people here leaving but I'm the only one who is still left. I'm stuck in this never ending nightmare. I have suffered enough and I don't want to continue living. Why can't I just do it?

 

[Volatile]

Because the Demiurge wants you to suffer

 

[creatureoflight]

You aren't the only one-we are now over 1.6k people on this forum, so you are not the only one going through this. It is perfectly normal and natural. Don't be too harsh on yourself, you are an animal because you are human and so you have a built in survival instinct which wants you to live. It's hard for sure.

 

[Deleted member 847]

You can't do it because your brain is programmed to keep you alive.

 

[Volatile]

You aren't the only one-we are now over 1.6k people on this forum, so you are not the only one going through this. It is perfectly normal and natural. Don't be too harsh on yourself, you are an animal because you are human and so you have a built in survival instinct which wants you to live. It's hard for sure.

1 thousand people who never say anything!

 

[Volatile]

You can't do it because your brain is programmed to keep you alive.

My brain says you're wrong

 

[Deleted member 847]

My brain says you're wrong

My brain says you can kiss my sickle

 

[Mayfil]

Because the Demiurge wants you to suffer

lmao

 

[Deleted_9cKnXB34QG]

Some of those people who post their goodbye come back after some time saying they couldn't do it or failed.
I'd say most of us are stuck here.

 

[Volatile]

Some of those people who post their goodbye come back after some time saying they couldn't do it or failed.
I'd say most of us are stuck here.

This is our Hell

 

[Rona]

I think if people in lot of pain, they will 'desire' death badly (death is a relief). So the answer is pain ! Dont get to much comfortable with life :)

 

[shadow11]

I see so many people here leaving but I'm the only one who is still left. I'm stuck in this never ending nightmare. I have suffered enough and I don't want to continue living. Why can't I just do it?

You are not alone I cant just do it either and I am so miserable

 

[okyeah]

Because if there was a painless way out then 15% of the USA population would kill themselves immediately. Our corporate overlords wouldn't like that!

 

[HateFeelingFeelings]

I see so many people here leaving but I'm the only one who is still left. I'm stuck in this never ending nightmare. I have suffered enough and I don't want to continue living. Why can't I just do it?

Been asking myself the same thing for a long time. Why do we care about what happens afterwards or how people will cope with your suicide? We are going to be dead anyways so why does that matter? Sadly it's just not easy there's the survival instinct and many other things depending on the person that prevent it. I understand your frustration it sucks however you're not alone many people including myself have to just suffer until the obstacles we have are gone. I just don't know how long those obstacles will last...

 

[Volatile]

Because if there was a painless way out then 15% of the USA population would kill themselves immediately. Our corporate overlords wouldn't like that!

More like 50 %

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I see so many people here leaving but I'm the only one who is still left. I'm stuck in this never ending nightmare. I have suffered enough and I don't want to continue living. Why can't I just do it?

I haven't been able to do it either … considering how much I hate it here you would think I would be able to. I call it my never ending Lifemare. :(

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

You can't do it because your brain is programmed to keep you alive.

I want that part cut out of my brain :(

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Because if there was a painless way out then 15% of the USA population would kill themselves immediately. Our corporate overlords wouldn't like that!

It's all about serving the overlords until we are of no more use to them. :(

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

More like 50 %

Unfortunately most people including myself will never admit it for fear of being locked up. :(

 

[Jacques]

You aren't the only one-we are now over 1.6k people on this forum, so you are not the only one going through this. It is perfectly normal and natural. Don't be too harsh on yourself, you are an animal because you are human and so you have a built in survival instinct which wants you to live. It's hard for sure.

Just wondering if anybody knows roughly how many people have been successful and what the popular successful method was?

 

[shadow11]

I haven't been able to do it either … considering how much I hate it here you would think I would be able to. I call it my never ending Lifemare. :(

I pray I die before I wake

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I pray I die before I wake

Me too … every night. :(
And then I wake up the next day and say FUCK !!!

 

[shadow11]

Me too … every night. :(
And then I wake up the next day and say FUCK !!!

Same here every night

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Same here every night

It's even worse when I haven't gotten a good night of sleep … which is most of the time.
I've even cried when I have to get up for work with only a couple hours of sleep.

 

[mattwitt]

More like 50 %

Even more like 75 %

 

[Smilla]

You need fearlessness

 

[Volatile]

Even more like 75 %

If a painless suicide was offered globally, what percent do you think would go for it?

 

[Volatile]

You need fearlessness

That's where alcohol comes in right?

 

[Smilla]

That's where alcohol comes in right?

No. Alcohol helps merely with inhibition.

You need to feel a sense of fearlessness deep inside yourself.

Fearlessness of the unknown.

 

[Volatile]

No. Alcohol helps merely with inhibition.

You need to feel a sense of fearlessness deep inside yourself.

Fear of the unknown. Fear of death.

And that fearlessness comes from being more afraid of life than death?