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- Aug 5, 2018
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I see so many people here leaving but I'm the only one who is still left. I'm stuck in this never ending nightmare. I have suffered enough and I don't want to continue living. Why can't I just do it?
1 thousand people who never say anything!You aren't the only one-we are now over 1.6k people on this forum, so you are not the only one going through this. It is perfectly normal and natural. Don't be too harsh on yourself, you are an animal because you are human and so you have a built in survival instinct which wants you to live. It's hard for sure.
My brain says you're wrongYou can't do it because your brain is programmed to keep you alive.
My brain says you can kiss my sickleMy brain says you're wrong
lmaoBecause the Demiurge wants you to suffer
This is our HellSome of those people who post their goodbye come back after some time saying they couldn't do it or failed.
I'd say most of us are stuck here.
You are not alone I cant just do it either and I am so miserableI see so many people here leaving but I'm the only one who is still left. I'm stuck in this never ending nightmare. I have suffered enough and I don't want to continue living. Why can't I just do it?
Been asking myself the same thing for a long time. Why do we care about what happens afterwards or how people will cope with your suicide? We are going to be dead anyways so why does that matter? Sadly it's just not easy there's the survival instinct and many other things depending on the person that prevent it. I understand your frustration it sucks however you're not alone many people including myself have to just suffer until the obstacles we have are gone. I just don't know how long those obstacles will last...I see so many people here leaving but I'm the only one who is still left. I'm stuck in this never ending nightmare. I have suffered enough and I don't want to continue living. Why can't I just do it?
More like 50 %Because if there was a painless way out then 15% of the USA population would kill themselves immediately. Our corporate overlords wouldn't like that!
I see so many people here leaving but I'm the only one who is still left. I'm stuck in this never ending nightmare. I have suffered enough and I don't want to continue living. Why can't I just do it?
You can't do it because your brain is programmed to keep you alive.
Because if there was a painless way out then 15% of the USA population would kill themselves immediately. Our corporate overlords wouldn't like that!
More like 50 %
Just wondering if anybody knows roughly how many people have been successful and what the popular successful method was?You aren't the only one-we are now over 1.6k people on this forum, so you are not the only one going through this. It is perfectly normal and natural. Don't be too harsh on yourself, you are an animal because you are human and so you have a built in survival instinct which wants you to live. It's hard for sure.
I pray I die before I wakeI haven't been able to do it either … considering how much I hate it here you would think I would be able to. I call it my never ending Lifemare. :(
I pray I die before I wake
Same here every nightMe too … every night. :(
And then I wake up the next day and say FUCK !!!
Same here every night
If a painless suicide was offered globally, what percent do you think would go for it?Even more like 75 %
That's where alcohol comes in right?You need fearlessness
That's where alcohol comes in right?
And that fearlessness comes from being more afraid of life than death?No. Alcohol helps merely with inhibition.
You need to feel a sense of fearlessness deep inside yourself.
Fear of the unknown. Fear of death.