Why are you here?

[pepalisboa13]

I am curious. What is the main reason you are here, on this Website? Personnally, I am still asking myself...

 

[DoomedxFromBirth]

I am one depressed unhappy motherfucker. Visiting the site as a guest it was interesting to see so many people come together feeling the same and to be able to express that and for it be okay. Everywhere else everyone loses their shit or no one understands you and you just end up keeping it to yourself which (coming this far in life) I've learned it's worst holding it all in. Thats why I'm such a ball of anger. I also learned of ways to go out on this site cause that has always been a thought just never had any direction. It's good to be informed.

 

[GeorgeJL]

Boardem, slight depression, advise others.

 

[Thesunwillrise]

Still thinking of what I should do, reading about how to suicide gives me sort of a comforting feeling knowing that if I want to I can read about suggestions.

 

[mathieu]

I think I found this site searching for information on CTB methods. I stayed because it's nice to be able to discuss the subject with others who relate. I can't really discuss it with anyone I know in real life.

 

[Paislove793]

I need to find a way to CTB.

 

[Vegrau]

Just looking for ways to end this existence. In most dignify way possible. Without all the gores and blood. Or traumatize people that find me later on.

 

[Paislove793]

Just looking for ways to end this existence. In most dignify way possible. Without all the gores and blood. Or traumatize people that find me later on.

Me too.

I think I found this site searching for information on CTB methods. I stayed because it's nice to be able to discuss the subject with others who relate. I can't really discuss it with anyone I know in real life.

Have you found any CTB methods you liked?

 

[Bulletwbttrflywings]

I am curious. What is the main reason you are here, on this Website? Personnally, I am still asking myself...

A safe place where I could finally be authentic and around others who felt the same as I do

 

[Broken Chimera]

Talk to others who can understand me and not judge me. Be supportive to others until I decide to ctb.

 

[blanketyblk]

To able to express myself wthout fear of being judged. or worst locked up. this place has allowed me to talk about the truth of myself. which is something i couldn't do on any other site.

 

[wanttodie]

I need to find a way to end my life

 

[Paisley]

was (still am, i suppose) a member on another suicide site, but it is a pro life one. hearing platitudes and false hope being spewed without thought has become highly aggravating to me and i'd like to be apart of a more unbiased community.

 

[Crystal Labeija]

Two reasons: 1-to express my honest beliefs about life and reality without having to worry about being institutionalized. 2-To learn about effective ways to smoothly and peacefully catch the bus.

 

[AtomicNewt]

was (still am, i suppose) a member on another suicide site, but it is a pro life one. hearing platitudes and false hope being spewed without thought has become highly aggravating to me and i'd like to be apart of a more unbiased community.

Sounds horrific. I want to punch those inane platitudes (not the actual people, well almost never) when I hear them, I mean how is spewing out some mindless generic bollocks supposed to help?!

 

[Orin]

Finally found a community i can relate to. Plus i'm amazed at the absence of trolls in here. Kinda sad that those who want to ctb are usually the kindest, most gentle souls on the planet.

 

[Morphinekiss]

1. Some place I can talk about the shit going on in my life and how useless I feel without fake pleasantries and people trying to convince me I'm "so loved"

2. I'm pro choice and like that I can talk about suicide and depression with no judgement.

I'm not interested in ctbing yet, but it's nice to be around people who understand why I may be.

 

[Paisley]

Sounds horrific. I want to punch those inane platitudes (not the actual people, well almost never) when I hear them, I mean how is spewing out some mindless generic bollocks supposed to help?!

they don't want anyone to die, to the extent that the level of pain a suicidal person experiences doesn't matter to them. all they have to offer those suffering is the sentiment "suicide is never the answer" parroted ad infinitum. frustrating as all hell.

 

[Imgonnahangmyself]

I want someone to help me and give me tips on hanging

 

[SinisterKid]

I am here because this place, unlike so many others, is pro choice. It does not encourage or discourage anything. Its one big resource for us as human beings to make our own informed choices, that in this day and age is refreshing. No moral judgements from anyone, just likeminded people in one place talking about the real issues they face on a daily basis. That in itself may actually prevent a lot of people from catching their own bus. Its a sense of belonging that we cant/dont find elsewhere.

 

[Kikoo Loool]

I was looking for suicide how-to's and found here a place where I could stay in order to talk about it without judgment nor prolifer trolls. That's the best thing I did this year.

 

[Jynxer]

I am curious. What is the main reason you are here, on this Website? Personnally, I am still asking myself...

I've been thinking about suicide since I was a small child. I finally found a place where people understand that felling.
I don't feel like a freak anymore.
I know now that others feel the same way I have been feeling, and i know I'm not alone in this thought process.

 

[been_there]

Came researching methods and found most far too complicated. After reading the posts, I feel for many here and want to support them. There are some trolls, but not very good ones.

 

[kolski]

Passing the time before I ctb by talking with people who understand how i feel. I'm one messed up person, and here I don't feel like an outcast unlike elsewhere. SS gives me a place where i don't have to hide my intentions, I don't have to smile and say everything's great when it isn't.

 

[Conflicted Cat]

I just want to be around like minded people. And be able to read and discuss death without pro-lifers doing what they do. I don't really know if I want to CTB. I'm, well, (looks at username) conflicted. Not only about my own potential suicide, but a lot of other personal things too that I'd rather not talk about.

It's refreshing to here and not be surrounded by, "iT gEtS bEtTeR, yOu HaVe So MuCh AhEaD oF yOu!"

 

[xxsuicidalboyxx]

depression, suicidal thoughts, and a desire to be around people who understand and dont judge me.

 

[faultypiston]

GAD, MDD, Borderline traits, boredom.

 

[Paislove793]

I was looking for suicide how-to's and found here a place where I could stay in order to talk about it without judgment nor prolifer trolls. That's the best thing I did this year.

Did you find any how-tos? Looking good for help to ctb.

 

[inconsequential]

My other safe place got shut down. It feels comfortable here. Nobody has scolded me for saying what I feel or believe, at least.

 

[Alec]

Still thinking of what I should do, reading about how to suicide gives me sort of a comforting feeling knowing that if I want to I can read about suggestions.

Reading about the different ways to kill myself in is comforting to me too.