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searchingforpeace

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Nov 26, 2022
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Is it hard to get?
 
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DepressedChemMajor

o7
Oct 24, 2023
224
Yeah, lack of availablity. It is a narcotic drug afterall, not everyone has access to it sadly :(
 
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hikikomorizombie

Ouch
Jan 15, 2024
771
yeah, lack of access :// if i could i'd want to od on heroin as my ctb method.
 
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4g1vvvven

🔍 Looking for the nicest exit 🚪
Feb 14, 2023
179
I couldn't even find an F source from my country on the larger DNMs
 
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Himeasa

Himeasa

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Feb 6, 2023
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You'll require an extensive installation to buy fentanyl, ranging from safety and anonymity protocols to finding the right sellers on the right places. Some are honeypots, some are scammers. This can take days. It's a high entry-barrier and since CTB is most often an impulse decision, the fewest surmount it.
 
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Darkover

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Jul 29, 2021
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there's nobody on the dark web selling F in my country uk england and none of the street dealers i know sell it
 
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searchingforpeace

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Nov 26, 2022
127
I don't get it how are so many people dying of it then?
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,451
A lot of the deaths are accidental I suspect.

As others have said its a high bar to entry, you need to find a local dealer or get onto the dark markets to find a seller. When someone is under mental duress that is not easy. Most people don't have many friends and contacts to ask.

There have been a lot of deaths here in the UK due to fentanyl, probably flooding in from China.
 
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Meteora

Ignorance is bliss
Jun 27, 2023
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In my country its almost impossible to get.
 
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DreamEnd

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Aug 4, 2022
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there's nobody on the dark web selling F in my country uk england and none of the street dealers i know sell it
There are sellers that ship worldwide. Pm me if you wanna know details
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
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Apparently fentanyl must be coming into the U.S. through Mexico as far as I can tell from news reports because the deaths are continuing here. I'm not sure of the current situation but until recently I was reading about it as an ongoing problem.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Apparently fentanyl must be coming into the U.S. through Mexico as far as I can tell from news reports because the deaths are continuing here. I'm not sure of the current situation but until recently I was reading about it as an ongoing problem.

I must have been confused. I was thinking that N was similar to fentynal. I know drug cartels and dealers are are cutting fentynal with other drugs because it's cheap. One more thing thing I'm an idiot about. 🙄
 
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Black Sheep One

Member
Mar 4, 2023
80
It is hard to get. I am going to need a drug dealer to get it. Once one has a source, how good is it? How much is needed? Are the pills from dealer A the same as dealer B, or C? To many hard to answer questions. Questions that are suspicious to ask.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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Inaccessible for people without preexisting dealers.
Purity hard to come by as mostly concentration is disturbed by contamination with other drugs.
Unreliable for people with tolerance to opioids.
Ideal administration is intravenous injection which is not easy for everyone.
 
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dysthymia

dysthymia

the dead regret nothing
Dec 24, 2023
88
Yes, the best bet would be to buy heroin or oxy off the DNMs and hope it's laced with fent. I need to find a way to buy fentanyl off a anesthesiologist. It's not really controlled in my country per-say but you can't buy it at pharmacy, you have to order it from a supplier and only anesthesiologists can do it. I think I can buy fent patches from a pharmacy but not fent citrate (The stuff used for anesthesia). No one uses fent recreationally here so it shouldn't be THAT hard to get. Also we dont have naloxone here so if I get found, they probably can't save me.
 
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mortuarymary

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Jan 17, 2024
1,367
Yes, the best bet would be to buy heroin or oxy off the DNMs and hope it's laced with fent. I need to find a way to buy fentanyl off an anesthesiologist. It's not really controlled in my country per-say but you can't buy it at pharmacy, you have to order it from a supplier and only anesthesiologists can do it. I think I can buy fent patches from a pharmacy but not fent citrate (The stuff used for anesthesia). No one uses fent recreationally here so it shouldn't be THAT hard to get. Also we dont have naloxone here so if I get found, they probably can't save me.
Can't you OD on patches?
 
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dysthymia

the dead regret nothing
Dec 24, 2023
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Can't you OD on patches?
Yes, you can, but I prefer fentanyl citrate because it's much easier to OD on it. Also i'm not sure if I can get the patches from a pharmacy but I'll see if I can. It's my main method right now.
 
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mortuarymary

Enlightened
Jan 17, 2024
1,367
Yes, you can, but I prefer fentanyl citrate because it's much easier to OD on it. Also i'm not sure if I can get the patches from a pharmacy but I'll see if I can. It's my main method right now.
I was very curious. I remember throw loads away when my brother died of cancer.
 
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Morpho

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Feb 3, 2024
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I wouldn't know how to get fentanyl
 
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Kasumi

Kasumi

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Mar 3, 2023
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You'll require an extensive installation to buy fentanyl, ranging from safety and anonymity protocols to finding the right sellers on the right places. Some are honeypots, some are scammers. This can take days. It's a high entry-barrier and since CTB is most often an impulse decision, the fewest surmount it.
Suicide is usually not an impulsive decision, taking days or weeks to prepare is normal with most methods, the problem with fent is availability, it's banned from many dark net marketplaces, but most people don't want to get involved in those anyway, you have to consider the legal status as well.
Fent is highly illegal so you're putting yourself at a risk, while the more popular methods are usually not illegal at all.
 
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Himeasa

Himeasa

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Feb 6, 2023
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Suicide is usually not an impulsive decision, taking days or weeks to prepare is normal with most methods, the problem with fent is availability, it's banned from many dark net marketplaces, but most people don't want to get involved in those anyway, you have to consider the legal status as well.
Fent is highly illegal so you're putting yourself at a risk, while the more popular methods are usually not illegal at all.
I checked some secondary literature and this is true so I stand corrected. I thought I'd read somewhere that more than half of suicides were impulse decisions.
 
leavingthesoultrap

leavingthesoultrap

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Nov 25, 2023
1,212
Lack of access. And I am not sure if it is very reliable either.
 
nembutal

nembutal

everything will be okay in the end
Jul 14, 2022
242
you just need knowledge of the dark w3b lol…
 
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Kasumi

Kasumi

tired
Mar 3, 2023
495
I checked some secondary literature and this is true so I stand corrected. I thought I'd read somewhere that more than half of suicides were impulse decisions.
That's what media likes to tell after all, "we all ctb impulsively as such we shouldnt be allowed to".
It's true that there are suicide attempts that are made impulsively, but those aren't the ones doing their research and wanting to make sure they die 100%.
It's usually young people trying to do something to cope or get help or attention that overdose on their AD's and similar things.
People that come here searching for a reliable method are for the most part serious about dying, have thought about that for a long long time and as such don't mind preparing for a few weeks if that means they can reliably ctb.
 
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rotciv

Something In The Way
Mar 25, 2023
534
Some of the Benzimidazole opioids are still legal and you can buy it on the clear web, some more potent than fentanyl.

Please guys, less misinformation!
 
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itsover090

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Feb 1, 2024
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Alguns dos opioides do Benzimidazol ainda são legais e você pode comprá-los na web, alguns mais potentes que o fentanil.

Por favor pessoal, menos desinformação!
Can explain?
 
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Ernest1964

Specialist
Jan 6, 2023
363
IT seems to me that because it is difficult to get it is also unreliable. How much do you get to CTB? Most all of the deaths from Fent. are accidental. What if you take a dose and it is too little to CTB, but big enough to get you hooked? Now you're an addict and that might be worse than the current situation that is your life now.
 
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leloyon

I'll see you in the Wired.
Feb 4, 2023
1,012
I think people here prefer the "less shady" stuff, for example buying SN off the clearweb, although technically N is also an illegal drug it's so forgotten that a lot of people overlook that. In any case, I think having to buy these things in an overtly illegal way (either DNMs or street dealers) turns a lot of people off.
Coupled with the fact that most people don't market their fentanyl as fentanyl.
Though I don't see what the big deal is, just get over your fear of DNMs and go buy some heroin or oxy off them, they might be laced with fent and even if they're not and they are in fact the substances they claim to be, heroin and oxy and plenty lethal as it is.
 

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