Venting Why Am I Still Alive?

[EnvyTangerine]

I want to get out of here. I want to die. I'm too scared of pain, I can't get SN, I have no idea what to do. I'm tired of being here. I'm constantly exhausted from everything. I wish I could just die already.

 

[SilentSadness]

I am in the same position, unable to die and escape this mess. I am exhausted from the misery of day to day living. I guess we will continue to be here indefinitely, persecuted and suffering until the very end. I hope you find peace from this.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm also tired of feeling trapped here, to me it's so horrible how as humans there isn't an option to just pass away in peace without risks and complications. To me non existence certainly is ideal as in death there is no more problems and suffering with everything finally forgotten about, it's certainly a cruel punishment how it's so difficult to finally free ourselves.

 

[EnvyTangerine]

I need death. I don't want to keep doing this bullshit. I'm thinking of looking into partial hanging since SWB wasn't working out for me.
Fuck this, I'm going to try get on that bus again. Goodbye

 

[EnvyTangerine]

So tired of continually surviving shit. I'm still not dead

 

[unnormal9]

This question constantly runs through my mind every waking moment. It is in correlation with the other question that scurries through my mind: "Why won't you die?"