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Venting Why am I so scared to end it

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Mango tea

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Jul 29, 2024
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I always think about suicide every day I even found some methods that I can easily do but something just makes me scared to do this. Maybe it's just me being afraid of the afterlife because my religion doesn't sugarcoat that kind of stuff, I will go to hell. But sometimes I just don't care about that and yet I can't seem to kill myself. I've had such a shit life and even did unforgivable things that talking about will just make me feel worse already. Why cant I just simply disappear forever? Im not even a good person or someone worthy of friends.


Sorry for not setting the kommas and dots right English is my third language.
 
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That's a question only you can answer, but I don't recommend trying ot CTB if you are scared of it. It's a serious decision after all.
 
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