picklealex
I hate it all, just let me die
- Jun 24, 2023
- 122
im not lovable. Nothing about me is good. not my face, personality, nothing. I know that my family is ashamed to introduce me to somebody because of how I look and act. I wish i could change, I truly do. there's no point in life anymore. I'm determined now, I have no friends, nobody to talk about this to. my parents believe im better but I'm tired of this, I wish this could all just end. nothing I do is productive or helpful. why am I like this? I'm not motivated to do anything, everything I do is useless. why can't I just do something that will make people proud or atleast myself proud? why was I born like this? I see people that are beautiful complain about their looks. I could never find somebody that could love me by who I am. and this is just a reason why I want to ctb. there's so much stuff, I know my bio dad hates me. I can tell by how he acts and what he tells me. I'll never be truly happy in this life. I just want this to end, why can't I just be happy and make people around me happy too? I'm always ruining the mood. why am I like this?