Venting Why am I hated everywhere

[TheHatedOne]

What the hell did I do wrong to deserve this, what's so repulsive about me that absolutely everyone despises me? I wanna scream.

 

[Snake of Eden]

At least you dont despise yourself. It is worse if you hate yourself more than others hate you. Trust me on that one

 

[TheHatedOne]

At least you dont despise yourself. It is worse if you hate yourself more than others hate you. Trust me on that one

I despise myself as well.

 

[Manaaja]

It's easy to hate. And people often hate people who are different.

I know it's not much at all, but at least you aren't hated here. I think you are a good person.

If other people hate you, cut contact with them and find people who can appreciate you, though I know it can be really hard. And if you're angry, punch a pillow or something else that is soft. Or do ten push-ups or something. Hate is a very physical emotion, it's good to cool off physically.

 

[TheHatedOne]

It's easy to hate. And people often hate people who are different.

I know it's not much at all, but at least you aren't hated here. I think you are a good person.

If other people hate you, cut contact with them and find people who can appreciate you, though I know it can be really hard. And if you're angry, punch a pillow or something else that is soft. Or do ten push-ups or something. Hate is a very physical emotion, it's good to cool off physically.

I think I'm hated here as well.

 

[Snake of Eden]

I think I'm hated here as well.

I dont think it is true.

 

[Manaaja]

I think I'm hated here as well.

Like I told you, I don't hate you and I think you are a good person. You have a good taste in anime, you like Monster. And your non-binary post was good and I really liked it.

I know sometimes it feels like the whole world hates you. I have felt the same thing sometimes. But think, if we hated you, why would we reply to your threads? Why would we like your posts? If we hated you, we would just block you and ignore you. I have never heard of anyone hating you here.

Try doing something nice. Go drink hot chocolate or take a walk or watch a nice movie. Tread yourself well! You deserve to feel better.

 

[TheHatedOne]

Like I told you, I don't hate you and I think you are a good person. You have a good taste in anime, you like Monster. And your non-binary post was good and I really liked it.

I know sometimes it feels like the whole world hates you. I have felt the same thing sometimes. But think, if we hated you, why would we reply to your threads? Why would we like your posts? If we hated you, we would just block you and ignore you. I have never heard of anyone hating you here.

Try doing something nice. Go drink hot chocolate or take a walk or watch a nice movie. Tread yourself well! You deserve to feel better.

I'm just numbing myself with alcohol that's enough.

 

[Manaaja]

I'm just numbing myself with alcohol that's enough.

You are not yourself when you are drunk.

I recall you said something about wanting to ctb by drinking alcohol. Did you try it or do you still plan to try it?

 

[TheHatedOne]

You are not yourself when you are drunk.

I recall you said something about wanting to ctb by drinking alcohol. Did you try it or do you still plan to try it?

I know, and that's better I guess.

I don't really want to do that anymore since it seems unrealistic. Life is so prison like.

 

[A_miStake_of_NATURE]

What the hell did I do wrong to deserve this, what's so repulsive about me that absolutely everyone despises me? I wanna scream.

You're not hated here!!

 

[Manaaja]

I know, and that's better I guess.

I don't really want to do that anymore since it seems unrealistic. Life is so prison like.

I hope you find some other way. Life is truly hard. It's hard to live and hard to escape life. I really wish everything was easier.

 

[Makko]

Strangers don't hate you. That would imply they care. If life is an artillety barrage then apathy is your trench. You won't get anyone to climb out and run around no mans land without an active motivator.

 

[TheHatedOne]

Strangers don't hate you. That would imply they care. If life is an artillety barrage then apathy is your trench. You won't get anyone to climb out and run around no mans land without an active motivator.

Strangers can hate too like for example if they see the face of someone else or how they act. Hate is very weird anyway.

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds like other people are the problem rather than you. People can be very cruel and can let us down. That is why I choose to keep my distance.

 

[Rogue Proxy]

Strangers can hate too like for example if they see the face of someone else or how they act. Hate is very weird anyway.

Strangers are definitely capable of hatred. Just think of the countless cases of stalking, murder, rape, and assault that occurs whenever a cold-blooded racist, misogynist, homophobe, transphobe, ect. encounters a random victim who fits their scope of hatred. Some killers and assailants will target strangers based on other superficial traits (like hair color) that are rooted to their hatred.

 

[TheHatedOne]

Strangers are definitely capable of hatred. Just think of the countless cases of stalking, murder, rape, and assault that occurs whenever a cold-blooded racist, misogynist, homophobe, transphobe, ect. encounters a random victim who fits their scope of hatred. Some killers and assailants will target strangers based on other superficial traits (like hair color) that are rooted to their hatred.

Exactly. And strangers hate online too. I mean I've been shit on and hated on by people in video games for no reason at all. They never knew me, I didn't knew them. And not only videogames. It's possible to be hated everywhere and here is no exception.

 

[Celerity]

I relate, OP. I don't have anyone except family. Not sure if it will be this way for the rest of my life or not. If I use the past as any guide to how the future will unfold, I'm fucked.

 

[UseItOrLoseIt]

What the hell did I do wrong to deserve this, what's so repulsive about me that absolutely everyone despises me? I wanna scream.

I think I'm hated here as well.

Trust me, this train of thought is not foreign to me. I tend to automatically assume I'm not welcomed anywhere. And I've proven myself wrong a hundred times, but I still can't rationally get that. Something hardcoded in me, be it a product of nature or nurture, or both, just won't give me a chance, will warp obvious facts just to prove to me that I'm right.

I keep on avoiding people because I think my mere presence bothers them. I keep apologizing for trivial things not to get rejected. I kill my spontaniety on a daily basis because I think I can't be likable. No ammount of proof will ever change that.

Since I can't make myself like me, the only real solution I see is to stop caring that I'm shitty, so as when people prove me right (it happens) I don't get triggered and drown in self-pity.

Of one thing I'm sure, we give people too much power over us.

 

[Manaaja]

Good news, @AverageFanEnjoyer !

Taiwanese Woman Dies After Bathing Herself in Alcohol

The SARS-CoV outbreak has caused people to take drastic measures in an attempt to protect themselves – sometimes with tragic consequences.

www.sciencetimes.com

I suggest reading that article, it has lots of good information such as:

"Alcohol (ethanol) can be absorbed through the skin, but intoxication caused by skin absorption is rare, especially in adults," they wrote. "Nevertheless, she might have inhaled some alcohol, which would have accelerated her intoxication."

Researchers estimated the woman's blood alcohol concentration (BAC) to be 1,350 milligrams per 100 milliliters (1.35 percent) of blood.

A blood alcohol concentration of 0.4 percent can be lethal. According to the writers' estimates, she would have had to drink 1.5 liters of 40% alcohol to hit this BAC.

Researchers said alcohol levels might have hampered her ability to crawl out of the bathtub once her BAC hit a certain amount."

"Too much alcohol on skin can be lethal"

Take some sleeping pills and go sleep in alcohol and voila!

This also says that to ctb by drinking alcohol, you have to drink 1.5 litres of 40% alcohol. I suggest you try drinking 2 litres of 40% alcohol. That is of course, if you still want to ctb by alcohol.

 

[Rogue Proxy]

Good news, @AverageFanEnjoyer !

Taiwanese Woman Dies After Bathing Herself in Alcohol

The SARS-CoV outbreak has caused people to take drastic measures in an attempt to protect themselves – sometimes with tragic consequences.

www.sciencetimes.com

I suggest reading that article, it has lots of good information such as:

"Alcohol (ethanol) can be absorbed through the skin, but intoxication caused by skin absorption is rare, especially in adults," they wrote. "Nevertheless, she might have inhaled some alcohol, which would have accelerated her intoxication."

Researchers estimated the woman's blood alcohol concentration (BAC) to be 1,350 milligrams per 100 milliliters (1.35 percent) of blood.

A blood alcohol concentration of 0.4 percent can be lethal. According to the writers' estimates, she would have had to drink 1.5 liters of 40% alcohol to hit this BAC.

Researchers said alcohol levels might have hampered her ability to crawl out of the bathtub once her BAC hit a certain amount."

"Too much alcohol on skin can be lethal"

Take some sleeping pills and go sleep in alcohol and voila!

This also says that to ctb by drinking alcohol, you have to drink 1.5 litres of 40% alcohol. I suggest you try drinking 2 litres of 40% alcohol. That is of course, if you still want to ctb by alcohol.

And then there's alcohol enemas, which are more dangerous considering how highly absorbent the large intestines are versus the stomach.

 

[Manaaja]

And then there's alcohol enemas, which are more dangerous considering how highly absorbent the large intestines are versus the stomach.

O_O#

Never knew, haha. Thanks for telling! Yeah, I have to be very careful if I ever ehh... try something that might cause one.

 

[TheHatedOne]

Good news, @AverageFanEnjoyer !

Taiwanese Woman Dies After Bathing Herself in Alcohol

The SARS-CoV outbreak has caused people to take drastic measures in an attempt to protect themselves – sometimes with tragic consequences.

www.sciencetimes.com

I suggest reading that article, it has lots of good information such as:

"Alcohol (ethanol) can be absorbed through the skin, but intoxication caused by skin absorption is rare, especially in adults," they wrote. "Nevertheless, she might have inhaled some alcohol, which would have accelerated her intoxication."

Researchers estimated the woman's blood alcohol concentration (BAC) to be 1,350 milligrams per 100 milliliters (1.35 percent) of blood.

A blood alcohol concentration of 0.4 percent can be lethal. According to the writers' estimates, she would have had to drink 1.5 liters of 40% alcohol to hit this BAC.

Researchers said alcohol levels might have hampered her ability to crawl out of the bathtub once her BAC hit a certain amount."

"Too much alcohol on skin can be lethal"

Take some sleeping pills and go sleep in alcohol and voila!

This also says that to ctb by drinking alcohol, you have to drink 1.5 litres of 40% alcohol. I suggest you try drinking 2 litres of 40% alcohol. That is of course, if you still want to ctb by alcohol.

Wow wtf how could that woman fill a whole bathtub with ethanol alc and then sit in it I mean wouldn't that hurt especially if there would be open wounds?

1.5 litres of 40% alcohol is too easy imo. That would be around 4 bottles of brandy though it has 37.5% alcohol. I'm not sure about the vodka tho, that has 40% I think but less ml. Still really interesting. Tnx for sharing.

 

[TheHatedOne]

2 threads looking for someone to talk to 0 replies

But I'm not hated at all on SS!!!!!1 /s

 

[Darkmoon Queen]

2 threads looking for someone to talk to 0 replies

But I'm not hated at all on SS!!!!!1 /s

I don't think that's a reliable indicator.

Here, you're just your username. So no one can hate 'you' because they don't know or see you.

Also, probably a lot of people see a request for an actual conversation and shit themselves. I do sometimes.

 

[WrongPlaceWrongTime]

2 threads looking for someone to talk to 0 replies

But I'm not hated at all on SS!!!!!1 /s

I don't think it's fair to jump to that conclusion. Many of us on SS struggle from social anxiety or otherwise feel uncomfortable being the first to initiate a conversation. That's not something you should take personally.

 

[medjooled11]

I think I'm hated here as well.

You are certainly not hated here. You are fairly active which provides much needed support for this community. If you ever need to talk, I'm always available.

 

[motyxia]

2 threads looking for someone to talk to 0 replies

But I'm not hated at all on SS!!!!!1 /s

Hi. Idk if you're still around. Now I wish I would've said something sooner. I've only listened to a little of the music you've shared here, but what I heard I liked & wanted to talk to you about music. But I also feel hated everywhere & I don't want to make others feel pressured to talk to me. I was scared to try. If you want to, you can share music you like with me. No pressure.

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

We do like you OP! Promise.

 

[Snake of Eden]

We dont hate you!!