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Riley [CTBus]

Riley [CTBus]

Wizard
Aug 8, 2020
603
Now's your chance to tell them how you feel before it's too late.
 
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Estrella87

Student
Jul 27, 2026
126
Wtf is this thread 🤣🤣🤣
 
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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Siin me kohtume siis, See on ju armastus hüperbolo
Jul 19, 2026
647
I made a lovely friend @moriix on here
I enjoy reading of @hdead 's experiments
And @FuneralCry always has great posts to read, never a moment where I'm not about to read smt she posts!
Wtf is this thread 🤣🤣🤣
Idek but it's kinda funny
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
1,982
Nothing along the lines of a crush, but there were two members I admired a lot, I'm pretty sure they CTB'd around early spring. I miss reading their informative & funny posts but I hope they've found peace 🕊️.
 
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LastNite

LastNite

Sleepless Zombie
Mar 31, 2025
899
no crush, but I love Pluto and whywere (walter), peak humans. Theres a couple more but eh too much to list.
 
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FF777

FF777

I am male..
Jul 21, 2019
265
some times i see threads where some girl is obsessed with some guy (their "favorite person" i guess) that doesn't even talk to them any more and i'm thinking dang why can't i find some girl that's obsessed with me like that.. especially sad when the girl ends up CTB over the guy..
 
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limenlux

limenlux

Impermanent
Jul 12, 2026
206
Now's your chance to tell them how you feel before it's too late.
This made me laugh out loud. I notice that you haven't confessed anything yourself, since we've already established that all of your emotional bandwidth is consumed by multiple iterations of Mark Wahlberg.

There are definitely some people here whose comments I always look forward to, but I don't want to accidentally omit anyone by listing off @s.

I haven't been here long enough to develop a "crush" on anyone. OR HAVE I? I don't really develop crushes anyway. OR DO I? I'm kidding. OR AM I?
 
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Sylveon

Sylveon

Out of It
Oct 10, 2023
537
I know for a fact that people are just waiting on mentioning me... /s

81309
 
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thelostautistic

Warlock
Jul 31, 2025
712
There's some people posts I look forward to reading but they've been quiet lately. I hope they're doing ok. Honestly though I try not to get too attached to anyone and I don't try make friends here.
 
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fadedghost

fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
895
i really like @EmptyBottle, but he hasn't logged in since monday so i'm pretty sure he died. 😣
 
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m1v

m1v

Angelic
Feb 27, 2023
179
Definitely @Forever Sleep ! Love reading her posts, they are my favorites.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
4,871
no crush, but I love Pluto and whywere (walter), peak humans.
Definitely Forever Sleep! Love reading her posts, they are my favorites.

I also miss NearlyIrrelevantCake. They were feisty at times but also had some really good posts and made me laugh.
 
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CowardlyLies

CowardlyLies

SpaceBattles!
Mar 2, 2026
32
That one user who said their religion was a UFO sex cult 🤣
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

₩○₩ §○ £ãñĉÿ
Apr 10, 2025
2,456
i really like @EmptyBottle, but he hasn't logged in since monday so i'm pretty sure he died. 😣
I'm alive, but was unable to connect, and assumed it was a multi day sasu DNS outage (tried connecting daily), until a 2nd wave of PC notifications made me realise it wasn't down (I think the notification server is separate).

Also, ssverify.net was up and had no notice of sasu downtime, was able to generate a code for " " username too!
 
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violetforever

Enlightened
Dec 24, 2025
1,175
im gonna forget people when i try to list them and then ill feel bad if the people i forgot see my reply. if you see me in your notifications or replies a lot then consider yourself on the list lol.
There's some people posts I look forward to reading but they've been quiet lately. I hope they're doing ok. Honestly though I try not to get too attached to anyone and I don't try make friends here.
same.
 
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Spite

Spite

I wish I never existed.
Aug 20, 2025
654
@lost in the lilies, but they deactivated their account some time ago. :"c
 
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Yakui

Yakui

i stole some bugs to feed my refrigerator
Feb 4, 2023
1,941
inb4 no one says me ;_;
but of course, it would have to be my main man M.W.
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apart from him tho... im just gonna use this to talk abt users i think r cool rather than anyone i got a crush on. except for M.W., i cannot confirm or deny my feelings towards him.

as far as im concerned @whywere is the kindest soul humanity has to offer. i have had convos with other forum members where we have agreed that walter is like the litmus test for a sansu user, if you aint nice to walter im automatically assuming you, like, kick kittens in your spare time or something. quite frankly i didnt even conceive of people here treating him badly due to him being so nice til i saw someone doing so. pinnacle of humanity, "the chuck norris of sasu" as one user i spoke to put it. absolute ledge, one of the lads, etc.

also i miss @Satori Komeiji and @Anonymousa (Namelesa) very much, though satori got banhammered and namelesa CTB'd. @TheGoodGuy me and him got along well due to being in very similar and specific life situations so i miss him too.

not gonna name any other forum members since tbh tagging anyone else in the "whos your crush" thread is just gonna make me feel like im making em uncomfortable, even if im not listing any of my crushes here (except for one (please M.W. respond to my DMs))
That one user who said their religion was a UFO sex cult 🤣
...yknow, i probably shouldnt have been surprised we have raelians on here, but here we are.
quite frankly, im unsure of how to feel about them. on the one hand, whats the point of joining a cult if youre not gonna commit mass CTB or get into a standoff with federal agents or commit some incredibly specific novel terrorist act? but on the other hand, them marching in pride parades in their cute little alien outfits is pretty cool, and they are at least more progressive on LGBTQ+ issues than mainstream religions, which im not sure if thats more of a comment on the raelists or the mainstream religions that a UFO alien sex cult is kinder towards LGBTQ+ people.
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
7,305
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
1,786
... @whywere is the kindest soul humanity has to offer. i have had convos with other forum members where we have agreed that walter is like the litmus test for a sansu user, if you aint nice to walter ...
Someone was mean to Walter?!?! What the actual fuck?!? That both infuriates me and makes me incredibly sad at the same time. 🤬🤬😭😭 What the hell is wrong with people?!?!?
 
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Serena 2026

Serena 2026

Student
Jan 15, 2026
169
I joined Sasu to gain knowledge and technical know-how for my CTB. At first, I faced some hostility because I'd forget to use the translator tool and people would complain—I didn't really know how to navigate the site properly. Later, three months in, I bought my N; some people were even rude, doubting me, and making friends wasn't really my priority. But over time, I made two good friends who really helped me out with the site and provided great information. One of them—the kindest one—disappeared a few days ago; I think it's because my CTB is coming up... But the unexpected happened when I traveled to pick up my N 😳... A HOT veterinarian 😻(whom I hadn't met yet and who was probably about 20 years younger than me) came to deliver the N to me personally at my hotel... I thanked him, and as I was heading back up to my room, he said, "Wait, do you want to have dinner with me?" 🙃🤭 I thought it was sweet, but I preferred to stay focused and get out of that country quickly and safely with my N!! Hehehe (though it might have been a nice dinner 🤷🏻‍♀️😁).
 
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heywey

heywey

Student
Aug 28, 2025
152
Who I crush on? Anyone with a cute anime girl avatar tbh (actual gender is irrelevant)
 
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whywere

Angelic
Jun 26, 2020
4,169
inb4 no one says me ;_;
but of course, it would have to be my main man M.W.
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apart from him tho... im just gonna use this to talk abt users i think r cool rather than anyone i got a crush on. except for M.W., i cannot confirm or deny my feelings towards him.

as far as im concerned @whywere is the kindest soul humanity has to offer. i have had convos with other forum members where we have agreed that walter is like the litmus test for a sansu user, if you aint nice to walter im automatically assuming you, like, kick kittens in your spare time or something. quite frankly i didnt even conceive of people here treating him badly due to him being so nice til i saw someone doing so. pinnacle of humanity, "the chuck norris of sasu" as one user i spoke to put it. absolute ledge, one of the lads, etc.

also i miss @Satori Komeiji and @Anonymousa (Namelesa) very much, though satori got banhammered and namelesa CTB'd. @TheGoodGuy me and him got along well due to being in very similar and specific life situations so i miss him too.

not gonna name any other forum members since tbh tagging anyone else in the "whos your crush" thread is just gonna make me feel like im making em uncomfortable, even if im not listing any of my crushes here (except for one (please M.W. respond to my DMs))

...yknow, i probably shouldnt have been surprised we have raelians on here, but here we are.
quite frankly, im unsure of how to feel about them. on the one hand, whats the point of joining a cult if youre not gonna commit mass CTB or get into a standoff with federal agents or commit some incredibly specific novel terrorist act? but on the other hand, them marching in pride parades in their cute little alien outfits is pretty cool, and they are at least more progressive on LGBTQ+ issues than mainstream religions, which im not sure if thats more of a comment on the raelists or the mainstream religions that a UFO alien sex cult is kinder towards LGBTQ+ people.
THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart for such a wonderful message, made me cry knowing that I have such a wonderfully kind soul like you here, just the BEST!!!!

You, @Yakui are such a wonderfully loving and kind soul. You ARE family here and having you as such a good friend makes the pain filled days so much better and also knowing that you help others so much.

We are ALL in this together and being nice and helpful to all is the very best way to use time and energy.

I, like so very many others, have had a darn tough time, especially growing up, and to help others have a smile, feel better about themselves and their situations is such a great way to give back and I live to help and to be kind to others, again, like so many others on here, gee, a family!

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