It's "Pro-Lifers" that that screw it for people who really need help. I have been begging over and over for SN places to buy and will not get an answer. Because of this I have to do as he said in the beginning of the thread of a more violent method. It's supposed to be my last day and "Pro-Lifers" would rather my CTB be in complete agony and not peacefull like it should after all this chronic pain, trauma, and all the bad things that ruined me. I guess my death will be like my life….it makes me want to cry and I've already been crying asking someone to stop all this pain.