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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,359
My grandad and grandma on my mums side and our old family dog. I've never missed 2 people so much in my life as I miss them. I'd give anything for 5 more minutes with them.
 
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APharmaDestroyedLife

APharmaDestroyedLife

Your RX drugs are likely your real problem
Nov 4, 2019
305
Mom and Dad, my childhood dog Misty.
Martin Luther King
and Carl Sagan the astronomer and author of my favorite speech : " The Pale Blue Dot"
 
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noctiva

noctiva

the invisible girl
Nov 6, 2019
393
My dog.
Famous people: Hatshepsut, Akenaten and his wife Nefertiti, Tutankhamen and his wife Ankhesenamun, Ay, Siddartha Gautama, William 'the Conquerer' and his wife Matilda, Henry 2 and his wife Alienor of Aquitaine,...
Then I'd probably want to meet everyone (and I mean everyone in human history) who has committed suicide and write an exhaustive study on it, ranging from their upbringing, their mental health, their reasons to their methods.... I know it'll be a long while, but eternity needs to be filled and that would be worthwhile to me.

And finally, when my partner dies, hopefully at a very advanced age, and he wishes to spend eternity with me, I would be with him, taking care of him, looking after him, listening to him, talking to him...
 
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Worthless_nobody

Enlightened
Feb 14, 2019
1,384
Definitely my beloved dog who passed last year. My grandparents and great grandparents. And my parents who are currently still alive but if for some reason if I out live them (highly highly doubt I will) my ex...the man who broke my heart. And definitely my child who passed.
 
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Meant2Die

Meant2Die

Specialist
Nov 8, 2019
307
I know you mean people, but the first spirit I want to see when I pass is our dog who died about 1.5 years ago. She was the smartest little dog (a Teacup Pinscher) with the sweetest, innocent personality. I feel bad because she always wanted to be near me when my mom was at work, and she would come on the bed and try to snuggle, but I was in such a bad mood and uncomfortable most of the time due to my chronic illness that I would just gently nudge her of the bed, and not give her attention like I should. Often i would tell her to leave my room. She was so good about watching me to see if it was okay to come near me or not and I was an asshole, although she was receiving tons of love from my mom so its not like she didn't have ANY, just not from me, but still it made me feel guilty.
Celebs: Paul Walker and Avicii..
 
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waterbottleman

waterbottleman

Not a person
Sep 30, 2019
721
No one ever loved me ;-;

i don't want to meet anyone, I dont want to be conscious of anything, I just want death to be a void of nothingness like it was before I was born.
 
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HereToday

HereToday

Arcanist
Dec 27, 2019
437
Michael Jackson
The least I could get after this life of suffering is a free meet and greet with the king of pop
 
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Despondent

Despondent

Archangel
Dec 20, 2019
6,777
My grandma and all of my pets that have passed. I've never met any of my grandparents, but when I talk specifically about my one grandma, it brings me to tears. I feel this connection with her and it's kind of weird. I love my pets and want cuddles from them!! They'd probably see me and be like oh no.. not you again lol I would smuther them all of the time ❤
 
PwincessStepford

PwincessStepford

I wish I were a princess.
Dec 31, 2019
230
I don't believe in an afterlife, but if I were to, my soulmate.
 

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