Who wants me to stick around for a bit?

[ve.nin]

Honestly

 

[Darkover]

it's upto you what you do with your time either finding the courage to jump or keep on living either way

 

[FuneralCry]

Stay for as long as you wish for, it's up to you, I don't think other people can tell you what to do, it's a personal choice. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[justcallmeJ]

I would like it for everyone to stay around longer, but its not always an option. It should be your choice.

 

[SVEN]

I'd like you to achieve fulfilment, however only you can decide on which of two courses of action (both of which may seem unsatisfactory to you) will be most likely to afford this.
I'm never keen to see a member leave by ctb, however I totally get how we can see this as our best available option to end the despair and pain; equally I get how lingering on may just be extending our misery and suffering.
No easy answers, unmet friend.

 

[ve.nin]

it's upto you what you do with your time either finding the courage to jump or keep on living either way

Got some weird ideas and energy, I'm gonna chase them. That's why I was asking, sincerely, who wants me to stay. Given the fact that the decision is still mine

Stay for as long as you wish for, it's up to you, I don't think other people can tell you what to do, it's a personal choice. But anyway I wish you the best.

I was asking people personally what they thought

 

[SVEN]

I'd feel if you are undecided wait until you are certain.

 

[ThisUnrest]

I sincerely really like you and would like you to stay.

 

[tiger b]

Personally this is what I think: I'd like you to click your fingers, use your undiscovered magic powers and make this a world definitely worth staying in, so many (not all) of those contemplating suicide would change their minds.

In the absence of that, of course, it's definitely your choice and saying much more is being selfish. I echo Sven...echo Sven...echo Sven...

 

[Forever Sleep]

Yes, of course. I'm selfishly sad to see people go here but I try to reign that in because I know it is selfish of me. But yeah- I'd miss you.

 

[Sprite_Geist]

It is completely your choice what to do next. Though if you have ideas, like you have mentioned, then perhaps you may wish to stay around a while longer, and try them out?

Also, if this is not too much of a personal question: what exactly do you mean by "weird ideas"?

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I really like you as a user here but I won't be selfish and hence it's your choice

 

[Myforevercharlie]

Personally I don't think you're done. So stay a while longer to see what it is that seems to hold you here.

 

[ForeverBroken]

Honestly

I would love for you to stay awhile longer. But it is ultimately up to you. I just recently became a little more active here and I've really enjoyed your posts. Selfish of me, I know. But I'm just saying.

 

[tinyghost]

everyone i would hope!

 

[Sylveon]

Me~

 

[gbi2]

Anything could come along to turn any of us around again so if you think hanging on is worth it to see how things turn out then stay.

I think maybe like some others I'm not directly saying yes or no because I don't want to sway anyone's decision either way. It should be their choice ultimately. Even though yes is preferred, I wouldn't want to think I'm causing someone to live through problems they can't get rid of.

 

[TheLastGreySky]

I think someone should stick around until (or if) they have determined if their ctb is a fully conscious decision. I have struggled with ideations since I was 13, and now I have come to a point in my life where I want to ctb not out of depression but out of a sincere desire to clear the slate and atone from the awful shit I've done.
But if you do it, for whatever your reason is, that's yours.
Should you stay though, then I hope we can be friends.

 

[UKscotty]

Only you can answer that. The reality is the human race goes on without us and soon forgets.

 

[Abyssal]

Sorry for my pro-lifesque response, but I do enjoy seeing your posts. I also came across your old account thinking it was this one and got sad. I would like it if you stayed, but it'd be hypocritical for me to ask that if you.

That's my honest answer.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

Always of course. As long as you feel you have enough minerals left to stick around. I'm not pro-life by any means, either. If the toture ever gets bad enough for any of us, we should should just go. Torture is no way to live, and if there's an out to avoid it, it should be used.

 

[blackwidow]

I would yes.. I like your posts.. Your humour.. Stay a while.. Who knows what's round the next corner dear stranger...

 

[ohyouknow]

me me me me me me me me me me me me me!!!!!!!!

 

[Kit1]

As you are asking.., I would really like you to stay. I appreciate that you have demons that you are constantly in battle with and that feeling of wanting to end one's life, buts omwhow stay alive is torturous. But I would like you to stay. Ultimately the decision is yours though.

 

[ve.nin]

I sincerely really like you and would like you to stay.

Ty

Personally this is what I think: I'd like you to click your fingers, use your undiscovered magic powers and make this a world definitely worth staying in, so many (not all) of those contemplating suicide would change their minds.

In the absence of that, of course, it's definitely your choice and saying much more is being selfish. I echo Sven...echo Sven...echo Sven...

Yes, of course. I'm selfishly sad to see people go here but I try to reign that in because I know it is selfish of me. But yeah- I'd miss you.

 

[ve.nin]

Don't take this the wrong way but haven't you already posted x2 goodbye threads already? If you want to live then live .

Trying not to

Though I'm caught between two infinite interior forces: wanting to live as bad as I wanna breathe and wanting to die as bad as I wanna live, so it's not easy.

It's impossible.

I wish it were that easy. To just say "yeah, I'll live" or the other way around. But it's not. And I don't think I'm the only one caught in between.

I'm mad at life for this.

Incredibly, incredibly mad.

me me me me me me me me me me me me me!!!!!!!!

L

I would yes.. I like your posts.. Your humour.. Stay a while.. Who knows what's round the next corner dear stranger...

I sure hope there's something there. At least that's what I feel.

As @Myforevercharlie said, I may not be done yet

Idkkkkjkkkjjjjjjjkkkkkkk

Wish I would

Always of course. As long as you feel you have enough minerals left to stick around. I'm not pro-life by any means, either. If the toture ever gets bad enough for any of us, we should should just go. Torture is no way to live, and if there's an out to avoid it, it should be used.

For sure. Thank you

 

[Jinxyxx]

I would personally really like you to stay :)

 

[ve.nin]

The only slight issue you have is that you might make it harder for yourself to CTB plus ideally you want your goodbye thread (sad as they always are) to be more meaningful by signifying the true end plus other users will just presume you'll be back again.

I accepted that when I changed my mind

But if I have something inside of me I can maximize a bit, I will def try doing that.
It's not that I don't have the balls. Far from it.

& also I think nearly everyone if not everyone understands and is by me even if I change my mind.

I would be there for others even if they changed their mind 100 times, you know?

100 might be the lucky number. You never know

I'm for support unconditionally

But I get what you're saying @CTB_Coward , I do

It is completely your choice what to do next. Though if you have ideas, like you have mentioned, then perhaps you may wish to stay around a while longer, and try them out?

Also, if this is not too much of a personal question: what exactly do you mean by "weird ideas"?

I am doing that rn. I've got some unexplainable good energy

I really like you as a user here but I won't be selfish and hence it's your choice

Personally I don't think you're done. So stay a while longer to see what it is that seems to hold you here.

You might be right doing it

I would love for you to stay awhile longer. But it is ultimately up to you. I just recently became a little more active here and I've really enjoyed your posts. Selfish of me, I know. But I'm just saying.

Thank you

everyone i would hope!

me me me me me me me me me me me me me!!!!!!!!

I would personally really like you to stay :)

As you are asking.., I would really like you to stay. I appreciate that you have demons that you are constantly in battle with and that feeling of wanting to end one's life, buts omwhow stay alive is torturous. But I would like you to stay. Ultimately the decision is yours though.

I've got some big ones, sadly

Sorry for my pro-lifesque response, but I do enjoy seeing your posts. I also came across your old account thinking it was this one and got sad. I would like it if you stayed, but it'd be hypocritical for me to ask that if you.

That's my honest answer.

Me~

️

I think someone should stick around until (or if) they have determined if their ctb is a fully conscious decision. I have struggled with ideations since I was 13, and now I have come to a point in my life where I want to ctb not out of depression but out of a sincere desire to clear the slate and atone from the awful shit I've done.
But if you do it, for whatever your reason is, that's yours.
Should you stay though, then I hope we can be friends.

That sounds more than alright for me

 

[pleaseletmeperish]

Got some weird ideas and energy, I'm gonna chase them. That's why I was asking, sincerely, who wants me to stay. Given the fact that the decision is still mine

I was asking people personally what they thought

Best of luck with what you want to chase; I hope and pray things will work out for you. Will keep you in my thoughts, friend.