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waterrrrrrrrrbottel

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Jul 18, 2022
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i'm deeply fucked. so deeply fucked up. who do i blame? my parents? i want to really bad. they knew they shouldn't of procreated. god damnit. but at the same time, i had free will to mold into my own. i don't wanna be alone on this.
 
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Darkover

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Blaming parents alone doesn't tell the full story, as other factors shape life too—society, mental health, genetics, and socioeconomic forces.
 
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LittleJem

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Jul 3, 2019
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I'm with Buddha on this one…There IS suffering.

I kind of blame nature/existence.

I do wish people were educated to not have children. I don't think it would have stopped my mother wanting children. She was mad and abused me but she didn't know she was mad. She must have seen the suffering on my face and she didn't stop.

I am also genetically autistic/depressed.

Saying that, when I was younger anger 'helped' me survive longer and I thought there was a solution and a cause.
 

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