Who is planning to ctb this year?

[death137]

I’m hoping to die this or next week.

 

[SpinTop555]

Yes I am and hope the same.

 

[yive]

tbh, i don't want to see 2021

 

[rabbithole]

Me. Planning but I’m conspiring against myself

 

[LastWhisper]

Me too. Probably around 25-30th. My setup is ready, so I only have to go at my location.

 

[pika8787]

Me! Can’t deal with life anymore and hope to not see 2021. There’s nothing more for me here.

 

[Kruger]

tbh, i don't want to see 2021

Neither do I, I'm so annoyed I haven't been able to get my pentobarbital tested.

 

[Sorrygoodbye]

I *should* do it this week, but I'll probably wait till next year. I wish I just had the guts to do it.

 

[foxdie]

I really hoped to exit in 2020. 15 more days, I guess I'll see. Hopefully, I don't want to see 2021.

 

[elfgyoza]

I was so sure I'd never see the end of this week, never mind Christmas or 2021. Life always seems to come and say 'fuck you' though so I'm a little jealous of you guys, but I hope you all find some kind of peace soon

 

[Tima]

tbh, i don't want to see 2021

Me neither, I need to check my plan again, do some prep with letters etc hopefully no more 8 weeks

 

[I screwed up]

I want to but my SN not here

 

[Hurt]

I don't want to face another year. The idea terrifies me.

 

[sadworld]

Well, my original plan was august this year but... uhm. many things went wrong

I'm probably going to be here in 2021 and we'll see what happens. I don't have anything planned so far.

 

[Nymph]

I would if I didn’t have a pet:/ but now I’m stuck here

 

[Lady_Loveless]

Finally got around to writing my suicide note. It was oddly therapeutic I'm definitely hoping to leave this year

 

[Adamsnolife]

Not now. More than likely now it's going to be next year

 

[sephlove]

Planning for either 2-3 days, or next week. Just getting my final affairs in order.

 

[Endeavour]

I want to, I just need to overcome my bloody SI.

 

[VisionsOfHell]

Yeah, my first attempt, and hopefully the only one I'll need, will be this year. I am looking foward to it but a lot can change in the last days.

 

[neverever]

My original target dates were in October. Now I'm hoping to go on December 27.

 

[Marktheghost]

Me.

 

[KleinerWolf]

I’ll probably be out of here between 26 December-January 3 if my SN comes through.

 

[karaboudjan]

My contract of employment expires in February and I feel some responsibility to see that out. After that I'll take a few weeks to do a few final things, so I guess my bus will be due at some point in March.

 

[grungeCat]

Me, although it's complicated. I want to CTB very badly and simultaneously I am very scared of death :( I hope my attitude to ctb will change, I've had enough of this world.

 

[neverever]

My original target dates were in October. Now I'm hoping to go on December 27.

I am ready to go today, so I wonder whether I will persist until December 27.

 

[death137]

I am ready to go today, so I wonder whether I will persist until December 27.

I’m sorry if you are really going to do it today then I wish you a peaceful journey.