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AspergersX

AspergersX

Life is worth losing !
Sep 4, 2019
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Personally Im thinking of going to South America and then take it from there ...I was in Ecuador a month ago but I wasn't decided about it. Though while there I used a lot of cocaine and drank heavily even without wanting it I hope I'd overdose somehow but here I am still.
Maybe Brazil is next for me .
 
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Personally Im thinking of going to South America and then take it from there ...I was in Ecuador a month ago but I wasn't decided about it. Though while there I used a lot of cocaine and drank heavily even without wanting it I hope I'd overdose somehow but here I am still.
Maybe Brazil is next for me .
id i dont ctb this week or so, ill probably be saving up to go to bali or iceland. its so beautiful there ugh.
 
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ersonally Im thinking of going to South America and then take it from there ...I was in Ecuador a month ago but I wasn't decided about it. Though while there I used a lot of cocaine and drank heavily even without wanting it I hope I'd overdose somehow but here I am still.
Maybe Brazil is next for me .

I live in Brazil.
 
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Ky204

Ky204

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Sep 3, 2019
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That would be amazing. I'd probably do it in Ireland. Too bad the lack of money is the only thing holding me back
 
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Tom9999

Tom9999

I've suffered enough.
Aug 27, 2019
124
I am thinking of either going into the forest or to another part of the country. But my money is very limited. If I had more, I would just start traveling, and do it when I felt the time and place were right. I like the idea of dying out in nature, as opposed to in my apartment. But my apartment has the advantage of convenience and privacy, and so guaranteeing no one would see me and stop me. So it's a trade off between a more pleasant environment or a more reliable attempt.

If I had the money I would fly to Madrid or Rome or wherever, staying in cheap hotels and making friends with other travelers, traveling for a while together, and so on.. Then at some point, either things would suddenly change for the better or I would decide "now's the time."

My only worry would be possibly losing some of my materials if there were laws against possessing them.

That would be amazing. I'd probably do it in Ireland. Too bad the lack of money is the only thing holding me back

Ireland would be a great choice for me too, as I think it is green and very beautiful, has a lot of beaches and ocean fronts, and I've never been. But the lack of money is holding me back as well.
 
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I am thinking of either going into the forest or to another part of the country. But my money is very limited. If I had more, I would just start traveling, and do it when I felt the time and place were right. I like the idea of dying out in nature, as opposed to in my apartment. But my apartment has the advantage of convenience and privacy, and so guaranteeing no one would see me and stop me. So it's a trade off between a more pleasant environment or a more reliable attempt.

If I had the money I would fly to Madrid or Rome or wherever, staying in cheap hotels and making friends with other travelers, traveling for a while together, and so on.. Then at some point, either things would suddenly change for the better or I would decide "now's the time."

My only worry would be possibly losing some of my materials if there were laws against possessing them.



Ireland would be a great choice for me too, as I think it is green and very beautiful, has a lot of beaches and ocean fronts, and I've never been. But the lack of money is holding me back as well.
Yeah I've always wanted to travel before leaving this world. Money seems to be one of the route causes to a lot of my problems (one of many). It's like the main barrier to my last shred of happiness (if I can even still experience that) in my last few months of life. Sucks hard man.
 
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Tom9999

I've suffered enough.
Aug 27, 2019
124
Yeah I've always wanted to travel before leaving this world. Money seems to be one of the route causes to a lot of my problems (one of many). It's like the main barrier to my last shred of happiness (if I can even still experience that) in my last few months of life. Sucks hard man.

It does suck hard. And both suck - working a shit job, or enduring the severely limited freedoms that come with having no income.

Ugh.
 
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AspergersX

AspergersX

Life is worth losing !
Sep 4, 2019
18
I live in Brazil.
Cool mate ..then we might hang out if I come there :smiling:
That would be amazing. I'd probably do it in Ireland. Too bad the lack of money is the only thing holding me back
Don't let that hold you back ...it costs money to stay in your hometown as it costs money to travel !!!
 
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Dawn0071111

Hungry Ghost
Dec 9, 2018
570
I want to... To a far travel..But to a national forest some where secluded that is beautiful and wont be found for a while...
 
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Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
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I want to... To a far travel..But to a national forest some where secluded that is beautiful and wont be found for a while...
Sounds exactly like my plan. Deep in the forest where I'll never be found, but surrounded by nature with a stream slowly moving along.
 
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Stan

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Aug 29, 2019
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Doing it abroad brings a lot of inconvenience to the family you leave behind. Someone may have to go to that country to identify you and repatriate your body
 
IsadoraBeauxdraps

IsadoraBeauxdraps

would like to follow that butterfly
Aug 23, 2019
160
Me too, I thought about it, but no, I,m so close to my land.
 
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Death_is_Escape

Student
Jul 26, 2019
137
Most likely I'll be CTB in the wilderness: I want to reduce My chances of being thwarted to the maximum.
 
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a_strange_day

Arcanist
Jul 16, 2019
461
I was gonna do it at home but now I'm seriously considering renting a little cabin in the woods somewhere far away from people.
I'd rent it for some weeks maybe even some months and enjoy for a while being completely isolated from the world

I've lived in one of those stinky city for the past 20 years enduring people and their permanent noise, It would be so much better to die away from all this
 
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SelfHatingAspie

Ambitious but rubbish
Jul 2, 2019
198
If I had my way, I'd go somewhere like Switzerland or the Netherlands and plead my case for voluntary euthanasia (that shouldn't be too hard for someone on the spectrum).

As this is unlikely, I'm seriously considering just driving maybe 1,000-1,500km or so from home and ctb there. Probably in the middle of the outback, where it could take weeks for me to be found.
 

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