LifeSucks39
Student
- Feb 14, 2020
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Who else feels like ctb is the only path?
I really do. I so wish I'd have different luck.Who else feels like ctb is the only path?
Me tooI really do. I so wish I'd have different luck.
Exactly my thoughts, have dug myself a deep hole that I can't get out of. Only if I could press the reset buttonMan I wanna live so much!!!!! I wish I could start all over again, or at least go back a coupla years to right some wrongs. Ain't nothing I can do about that now tho. Too late to save myself from. I am trapped in a maze of hate. The green exist sign will show itself only when my heart stops beating.
AgreedExactly my view. I want to live, I want the experiences of life, I want to find happiness. But I can't see that happening. I've burnt all the bridges that could have gotten me there, and it's now too late to turn back and try to repair those. Like above said, I wish there was a reset button, where I could go back and change decisions that have lead me to my current position.
I would love to be healthy enough to enjoy a few things in life at least but that unfortunately is not the case. I can't even drink coffee any more due to stomach issues. That was the last bit of enjoyment I had.Who else feels like ctb is the only path?
Same here. I was in an accident and all my dreams were shattered on that day. I want to live, but don't see how I'll ever get back what I lost and worked so hard for. I hope you are able to enjoy some things again and make it back.I would love to be healthy enough to enjoy a few things in life at least but that unfortunately is not the case. I can't even drink coffee any more due to stomach issues. That was the last bit of enjoyment I had.
true, though at this point my self esteem and enjoyment of life are both so low that getting older seems like a fantasy rather than a thing that can actually happen.Time and getting a success in something will cure that hopefully. It's not unusual to feel that way until you get older and have something to be proud of doing.