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pyx
Wizard
- Jun 5, 2024
- 618
intellectually and physically i think i have plateaued. i feel as if there is no more room for growth, that i am beginning to stagnate and nothing more
i have no energy to learn anymore. it's as if there is a limit on how much i grow, and the impossibility of exceeding this limit becomes more apparent each day i rot in bed. i know that i am utterly inadequate, and yet i feel no violence to improve. i no longer believe that intellect is as malleable as i once thought. there are some things that will never change. defeatism is the only option
does anyone feel the same way?
i have no energy to learn anymore. it's as if there is a limit on how much i grow, and the impossibility of exceeding this limit becomes more apparent each day i rot in bed. i know that i am utterly inadequate, and yet i feel no violence to improve. i no longer believe that intellect is as malleable as i once thought. there are some things that will never change. defeatism is the only option
does anyone feel the same way?