Hey y'all,
I'm planning to ctb and I have some methods at my disposal but I'm not sure which one I should chose.
1. opioid overdose
I've obtained 5g of an opioid from a vendor in China that should be a bit more potent than fentanyl. My plan is to dissolve it in DMSO and boof it.
The issue is that I am scared that it might not work for some reason because opioids tend to be a little bit unpredictable.
2. potassium cyanide
I made some potassium cyanide a while ago and I have a couple of grams of it laying around.
The issue here is that I am scared that it will hurt a lot. I've also tried doing this before with a smaller amount but I vomited out most of it so I survived.
3. H2S
I have sodium sulfide and HCl so I could make a lot of H2S.
Here, I am scared that I could possibly poison others with it.
4. Firearm
While I'm in a European country, I could go to a shooting range in my city. They offer an introduction training for less than 100€ where you get to shoot a couple of guns and I know that they have 9mm guns and possibly also 5.56 ones.
Here, the issue is that I might traumatize my trainer which I don't want and I would also get immediate medical response so they might save me in a vegetable state.
I also have 1kg of SN laying around. I could order benzos from the DN but I don't have any meto and they don't sell that on the DN. And honestly, SN kinda scares me a bit from the videos I've seen.
What are your thoughts on this? I'm primarily concerned with reliability and how quick it is.
I'm planning to ctb and I have some methods at my disposal but I'm not sure which one I should chose.
1. opioid overdose
I've obtained 5g of an opioid from a vendor in China that should be a bit more potent than fentanyl. My plan is to dissolve it in DMSO and boof it.
The issue is that I am scared that it might not work for some reason because opioids tend to be a little bit unpredictable.
2. potassium cyanide
I made some potassium cyanide a while ago and I have a couple of grams of it laying around.
The issue here is that I am scared that it will hurt a lot. I've also tried doing this before with a smaller amount but I vomited out most of it so I survived.
3. H2S
I have sodium sulfide and HCl so I could make a lot of H2S.
Here, I am scared that I could possibly poison others with it.
4. Firearm
While I'm in a European country, I could go to a shooting range in my city. They offer an introduction training for less than 100€ where you get to shoot a couple of guns and I know that they have 9mm guns and possibly also 5.56 ones.
Here, the issue is that I might traumatize my trainer which I don't want and I would also get immediate medical response so they might save me in a vegetable state.
I also have 1kg of SN laying around. I could order benzos from the DN but I don't have any meto and they don't sell that on the DN. And honestly, SN kinda scares me a bit from the videos I've seen.
What are your thoughts on this? I'm primarily concerned with reliability and how quick it is.
