Sad.L0lly
suicidal little girl
- Feb 2, 2020
- 21
well, I'm pregnant and my baby will born this next month (June) and I decided to put an end in my life.
Well, I am leaving my ex-boyfriend's house and moving in with my father, and he wants me to take care of the child in his house. Going back to the father's or mother's house at 21 is complicated. I have numerous suicide attempts and I can't stop trying, but this time I really want to make it work. I'm going to be pregnant and can't leave the house, and the birth will be by c-section. I won't be able to leave the house to jump off a building or throw myself in front of a train. Can someone please tell me about a method that I can accomplish at home? Detail: I will be cramped in my belly and with very little strength even to walk, so please think of a method that I have access to.
I appreciate any method, no matter if it is painful or not.
I was going to kill myself today, but I decided to let the child be born first. And no, don't come with advice that life is beautiful and blah blah blah, I want to die the very first week at the birth of my daughter and that's it. AND NO, I WILL NOT CHANGE MY MIND WHEN SHE IS BORN.
Well, I am leaving my ex-boyfriend's house and moving in with my father, and he wants me to take care of the child in his house. Going back to the father's or mother's house at 21 is complicated. I have numerous suicide attempts and I can't stop trying, but this time I really want to make it work. I'm going to be pregnant and can't leave the house, and the birth will be by c-section. I won't be able to leave the house to jump off a building or throw myself in front of a train. Can someone please tell me about a method that I can accomplish at home? Detail: I will be cramped in my belly and with very little strength even to walk, so please think of a method that I have access to.
I appreciate any method, no matter if it is painful or not.
I was going to kill myself today, but I decided to let the child be born first. And no, don't come with advice that life is beautiful and blah blah blah, I want to die the very first week at the birth of my daughter and that's it. AND NO, I WILL NOT CHANGE MY MIND WHEN SHE IS BORN.