Method Which method have you chosen for CTB?

[Despair 7]

I will do full suspension hanging

 

[kitchenwindow197]

butane & hanging or drowning.. havent decided yet.. the idea is that ill be unconscious before experiencing any pain!

 

[Eudaimonic]

Probably SN. I'd rather use unconscious drowning but it's sadly not practical given my circumstances and I'm worried about being found if I used an outdoor location.

butane & hanging or drowning.. havent decided yet.. the idea is that ill be unconscious before experiencing any pain!

Just thought of something: if you use drowning, you should choose the deepest water possible because partial pressure of O2 will be lower the deeper you go due to pressure increase, meaning faster death more aligned with underwater hypoxic blackout prognosis

 

[Lola18]

Wish I could just OD on opioids and die in my sleep but don't have any so trying to figure out how to do a partial hanging but struggling with the technicalities even after reading some of the posts on this forum. No access to SN where I live. Even though I would know what to say to my doctor to get meto if I could do SN.

 

[Sweetsinking]

So far hopefully something where I can block my arteries. Worst case: jumping

 

[kitchenwindow197]

Probably SN. I'd rather use unconscious drowning but it's sadly not practical given my circumstances and I'm worried about being found if I used an outdoor location.

Just thought of something: if you use drowning, you should choose the deepest water possible because partial pressure of O2 will be lower the deeper you go due to pressure increase, meaning faster death more aligned with underwater hypoxic blackout prognosis

I wonder if mixing butane with SN could be helpful.. I just want to be unconscious before any pain hits... SN seems more peaceful than hanging and, probably an irrational fear, but im scared to wake up in the middle of the ocean if it doesnt work

 

[Endofpain]

Propofol overdose

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish I had the option to just choose to painlessly cease existing in peace but of course I exist in this reality where suffering is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, it truly is such a horrific world to me where humans are cruelly forced to suffer even know this existence was so tragically imposed in the first place. I'd just never wish for the abomination of existence rather all I wish for is to peacefully cease existing, I suffer so much from how I'm denied the option to cease existing in a guaranteed way to escape from this futile, torturous existence with no risks of trying to die going wrong and leading to way worse torture and agony, it's just so terrible to me how there's all this endless cruelty and suffering in existing, non-existence where all is forgotten about truly is all that's desirable for me.

 

[Intoxicated]

I wonder if mixing butane with SN could be helpful.. I just want to be unconscious before any pain hits...

If you pass out from gas asphyxiation and resume breathing with fresh air afterwards, consciousness returns very quickly

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You'd need something like a plastic bag to cut access to fresh air in order to maintain unconsciousness for a long time. In this case, gas asphyxiation will likely be the main cause of death, while nitrite poisoning becomes a rather supplementary mean with a small contribution.

 

[Eudaimonic]

I wonder if mixing butane with SN could be helpful.. I just want to be unconscious before any pain hits... SN seems more peaceful than hanging and, probably an irrational fear, but im scared to wake up in the middle of the ocean if it doesnt work

Mixing it with SN is inferior to just using benzos because of the risk of blackout and altered states of consciousness causing you to botch the attempt.

Also, I get that fear, but I do think it's quite foolproof is done properly (hyperventilation, proper technique with an asphyxiating gas, depth of 33+ feet)

 

[JesiBel]

Same, full suspension hanging.

 

[divinemistress36]

SN

 

[kitchenwindow197]

If you pass out from gas asphyxiation and resume breathing with fresh air afterwards, consciousness returns very quickly

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You'd need something like a plastic bag to cut access to fresh air in order to maintain unconsciousness for a long time. In this case, gas asphyxiation will likely be the main cause of death, while nitrite poisoning becomes a rather supplementary mean with a small contribution.

yeah i dont plan to use it for my own attempt, SN seems uncomfortable to say the least, just an idea

 

[Arin]

Still considering methods but at the moment my best bet is hanging - I just need to get the technique right. I don't have access to many other methods unfortunately, at least not many reliable ones. Despite the risk of brain damage, etc., hanging is my best bet so far although I'm still looking for other options. I think I still have time to considering what would be best.

 

[kitchenwindow197]

Mixing it with SN is inferior to just using benzos because of the risk of blackout and altered states of consciousness causing you to botch the attempt.

Also, I get that fear, but I do think it's quite foolproof is done properly (hyperventilation, proper technique with an asphyxiating gas, depth of 33+ feet)

i meant taking the SN, waiting for symptoms to kick in and then breathing in the gas via a mask or bag. Design is foolproof. I wouldn't use it for myself because ive read too many posts about SN being flagged and getting a welfare check

 

[locked*n*loaded]

High concentration >10000ppm CO in a tent.

 

[futurecorpse]

SN

 

[MANGIONESHUSBAND]

Suicide by cop/jumping in front of a train.

 

[cme-dme]

Suicide by cop/jumping in front of a train.

Would maybe pick a method that doesn't involve traumatizing other people...

 

[OptingOutSmiling]

SN

 

[MANGIONESHUSBAND]

I guess there's a fascination in me with the goriness of it, It makes me feel like a man to die that way. It's great for my dysphoria

 

[darksouls2kicksass]

ideally nitrogen, but nothing goes as planned so we'll see

 

[Permanoir]

SN w/o AEs or benzos

 

[MANGIONESHUSBAND]

Would maybe pick a method that doesn't involve traumatizing other people...

Would maybe pick a method that doesn't involve traumatizing other people...

I guess there's a fascination in me with the goriness of it, It makes me feel like a man to die that way. It's great for my dysphoria. Also violent methods tend to be more effective and I don't have access to guns. It's really gender affirming and stuff..

 

[Anonymous_A]

All the methods mentioned in this place have all lead to analysis by paralysis, too much overthinking for one precise moment. Rope is the last resort but decided many years ago to become wreckless in my somewhat "passion"

Abusing the fook out of anabolic steroids. Seriously taking high doses of medications for prolonged periods of time with no regards to getting health checks..which most people/peers do in my space.

No idea if I have high blood pressure, I abuse reccy drugs like ketamine and amphetamine too so I don't know if the nose bleeds are from irritating my nose from sniffing copious amounts of those over the years or injecting/consuming high doses of steroids lol. I doubt any if at all people on here are hearsed in the subject but literally blows my mind how in still here as people die on much less and much younger than me
Head (mentally) I checked out a long time ago…but no idea of how my liver/heart/kidneys are doing atm.

So if times don't get really bad, where il resort to hanging myself. Hopefully I pass for a heart attack, or die in my sleep from sleep apnea (probably have already as I've recorded myself on my phone via a sleep app and I'm literally waking up panicking/ short of breath) I'm weight 270lbs and a gym dude, so i can't even fathom people seeing whose (the type of person) behind this, typing this now.
Usually posts on here, people would assume the complete opposite type of person of who I am and what I look like hahah.

So yeah, keeping distracted by keeping my only passion which I've spent doing for 12 years (weightlifting/bodybuilding) and keep occupied until it completely fooks me up. Just hope I don't get put on dyalasis which happens sometimes, that's pretty slow but I've literally not even been for a doctors check up for 8+ years

 

[legoshi]

Ideally it would be Nembutal. I don't see that happening though. So likely will be SN.

 

[Nervous young man]

Ideally it would be Nembutal. I don't see that happening though. So likely will be SN.

I'm in the same boat, would take Nembutal but forced to use nitrites.

 

[Intoxicated]

Also, I get that fear, but I do think it's quite foolproof is done properly (hyperventilation, proper technique with an asphyxiating gas, depth of 33+ feet)

Drowning at higher depths should increase reliability of CTB, but I suspect that it may be worse in terms of discomfort. If you perform gas asphyxiation before submerging and then dive deep, the external pressure will grow and the pressure of the gases in the lungs will grow too. Increased partial pressure of residual O2 may provoke waking up, that is an undesirable outcome.

In case of using an easily liquefiable gas such as n-butane, the situation may be even more funny. If you look at n-butane's pressure-temperature chart (https://i.sanctioned-suicide.net/images/2025/02/220642_R_600_pT_EN.pdf), you can notice that the pressure of 3.5 atm (which we have at approximately 26 meters under the surface) is sufficient for turning gaseous n-butane into the liquid form at 37 °C or below. After this transition, the gaseous form will no longer be able to balance the external pressure like normal air (the fluid won't do this either because of a significantly higher density), so the lungs will collapse and you could be forced to inhale water to compensate this effect.

In order to reduce the risk of waking up at high depths, you'd need to carry out gas asphyxiation at the very bottom somehow. The chosen gas must not be liquefiable under the expected conditions, and if it's released into mouth, it shouldn't come straight from a vessel where it's present under a very high pressure.

For example, if you release N2O from an 8g charger into a cream dispenser whose volume is 0.5 liters, the resulting pressure inside will be approximately 8 atm added to the initial pressure there. Releasing such a highly pressurized gas into the throat may be somewhat unpleasant. When you asphyxiate yourself before submerging, you can use a latex balloon to make the pressure of N2O maximally comfortable for inhaling, but this is not an option when you're somewhere deep underwater. The issue can be mitigated by using a larger dispenser (with a volume of 1 liter or more) and/or some hose attached to its output.

 

[Eudaimonic]

Drowning at higher depths should increase reliability of CTB, but I suspect that it may be worse in terms of discomfort. If you perform gas asphyxiation before submerging and then dive deep, the external pressure will grow and the pressure of the gases in the lungs will grow too. Increased partial pressure of residual O2 may provoke waking up, that is an undesirable outcome.

I see what you're saying, but hypoxia will be extremely severe, which seems like it would compensate for the compensatory response

 

[yukiovos]

partial hanging has been my method for quite a long time now.