derpsie
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- Aug 13, 2025
- 41
I've given up on my ideas of a peaceful death since I need to die as soon as possible, there's a couple tall buildings in my city I could visit but I'm wondering what drug would make it easiest to go through with. I tried ketamine and that made me feel super empty and like a husk of a human which might motivate me to kill myself more if I start to feel like that again in the moment. LSD also made me almost jump off a mountain when I was like 15. I'm thinking I'll do some ketamine on a rooftop until I can barely feel my body then crawl to the edge and fly off.