which do you prefer

[Morte]

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[FuneralCry]

If I died instantly then I'd be at peace and nothing could concern me anymore. An instant death is what I'd wish for, though it'd be cruel if other people couldn't have the option to die instantly and peacefully.

 

[Morte]

If I died instantly then I'd be at peace and nothing could concern me anymore. An instant death is what I'd wish for, though it'd be cruel if other people couldn't have the option to die instantly and peacefully.

hi funeral, is there anything you enjoy like music and games that helps you cope with your existance?

 

[FuneralCry]

hi funeral, is there anything you enjoy like music and games that helps you cope with your existance?

In my opinion sleeping is the best way to pass the time as it's the closest to not existing. But still no amount of temporary sleep could ever offer much relief as long as the chance of waking is there, and it's always such a dreadful feeling to wake up and realise that I still exist. Only eternal nothingness is desirable to me.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

Die instantly for sure. I'll be too dead to care about the fate of anyone else.

 

[Morte]

In my opinion sleeping is the best way to pass the time as it's the closest to not existing. But still no amount of temporary sleep could ever offer much relief as long as the chance of waking is there, and it's always such a dreadful feeling to wake up and realise that I still exist. Only eternal nothingness is desirable to me.

I've never seen someone so eager to disappear. Does your family know that you are like this?

 

[wanttodie]

die instantly,

 

[FuneralCry]

I've never seen someone so eager to disappear. Does your family know that you are like this?

My feelings towards existence aren't anything to do with anyone else, they are my personal feelings. And it isn't like being open about wanting to die will just make accessible and guaranteed painless methods suddenly appear.
I don't see any benefit to being so open about feelings anyway as sadly we exist in this society where suicidal people are punished for such a thing by being locked in the psych ward, which just causes more suffering.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Yikes- what a horrible question. I'd probably try to be brave and selfless and then immediately regret it. Not sure I could live with the thought that I had inflicted a painful death on everyone else- even if I only had to deal with the guilt briefly.

I'd like a third option- murder the sick sadist who devised this evil little game. I'd possibly go for that one. Even though murder is obviously wrong- I think doing away with someone who could devise such a game would be a good thing. (Not you- obviously! Unless you have secret powers that could put it into action!)