Help Which Benzo is better to overcome SI? Method N

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This is a super low dose for diazepam. It's not a "potent" benzo like alprazolam or clonazepam. A typical dose for anxiety is 2-10mg two or three times a day:

BNF is only available in the UK

The NICE British National Formulary (BNF) site is only available to users in the UK (England, Scotland, Wales and Northern Ireland)

bnf.nice.org.uk

You might find the benzodiazepine equivalence table useful for comparing the effects of different benzos. They are all given as equivalents to a standard dose of 10mg diazepam:

benzo.org.uk : Benzodiazepine Equivalence Table

benzo.org.uk - Benzodiazepine Equivalence Table

www.benzo.org.uk

Thank you for your inputs.
So, I will test diazepam again with 10 mg, 2 times a day, lets see how it works.
I was looking for the euphoric effect and/ or the "at peace vibe" that some members related here with the use of alprazolam. lets see if with this increased dose i can feel that with diazepam.

 

[Sunshine]

Interesting, this feeling you described "feeling very at peace" also is good to overcome SI.
Did you also felt this "at peace" vibe using diazepam or only with alprazolam?

For me it wasn't good because I feel so at peace that I don't even care to die and just lay down and get cozy :')
I only had a few drops of Diazepam so I can't tell you, sorry. I had not a strong effect personally.

 

[Life interrupted]

You're so lucky if you have N. Honestly I wouldn't need any benzos in such case but if you you're scared of SI kicking in in the last minute I suggest clonazepam or alprazolam. May I ask how you got N?

 

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Ok guys today i performed the third test with diazepam, this time i took 10 mg (2 pills) in the morning and then another 10 mg (2 pills) in the afternoon
Didnt feel anything different.

I suspect either the laboratory/brand sucks (picture bellow):


Or diazepam is not for me in terms of getting rid of SI and giving me some euphoric sensation so i feel brave enough to drink N.

should i 1) try another diferent brand/laboratory of diazepam or 2) should i increase to 20 mg 2x in the day or 3) should i just move forward and test with next benzo which is alprazolam?
What do you think guys, and @Cakeisalie @sanitystruggle ?

 

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Ok guys today i performed the third test with diazepam, this time i took 10 mg (2 pills) in the morning and then another 10 mg (2 pills) in the afternoon
Didnt feel anything different.

I suspect either the laboratory/brand sucks (picture bellow):
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Or diazepam is not for me in terms of getting rid of SI and giving me some euphoric sensation so i feel brave enough to drink N.

should i 1) try another diferent brand/laboratory of diazepam or 2) should i increase to 20 mg 2x in the day or 3) should i just move forward and test with next benzo which is alprazolam?
What do you think guys, and @Cakeisalie @sanitystruggle ?

Quick Follow up :
Today i increased to 15 MG Diazepam (3 pills) in the morning. Now that medicine finally is hitting: i fell very slow, hard to proper racionalize quickly and not easy to walk in the stairs of the house here lol...overall fell calm but very very slow.

Dont know if this is the feeling i want to have i order to gain courage to drink N. I still prefer the euphoric/high sensation that makes you feel courage to do anything. Maybe ill have to move forward in the series of tests/simulation and try Alprazolam next to check if i get this more euphoric/giving courage desired effect.