I've decided to end my life by hanging and I'm wondering what site is best for streaming it? I would like to be anonymous so my family won't get doxed. Now my family will probably be the first one's to find me unless I call 911 first. Should I call paramedics before my mom comes home? I've been cutting myself in the bathtub all day to relieve my anxiety and I'm feeling ready to die. I'm very inspired by Shuaiby and jealous of the attention he got. I'm also pretty much the same age. I keep playing the clip over and over and can't get over how satisfying it looks. Any Discord-server I can join and spread my suicide? I want people to talk with me while I do it. Either way I'm so eager to just end it. If any of you have any tips on where to stream it I will get on it right away and put up a link. Wish me luck guys.
Lady black
35 male, central Europe, German speaking
- Oct 22, 2018
- 1,192
JimFord99
Enlightened
- Aug 18, 2019
- 1,047
Think of your family. A live stream of your suicide will be distressing, upsetting and even humiliating for them. Don't do this. If you need to CTB, do it in private and solitude. Don't mak a public execution out of this. Please, don't. Eventually, your identity will leak.
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Bagger
Stressful
- Jun 18, 2019
- 331
We are pro choice or not? I AM, so do what you want or need, don't listen to anyone. Listen only your own conscience. Good luck man.
Depends what your goal is. If it's revenge you could facebook livestream it or if it just seems "fun" special discords or forums might be better. Either way it will probably lower you chances of succeeding so think about it carefully.
your pathologist
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
- Sep 5, 2018
- 519
Calling the paramedics when you go is a nearly a guarantee for living life in a vegetative state
Although im not a fan of the emotional effects on your relatives if they were to see it....
Think of delaying an upload if you absolutely must
Livestreams may be comforting
But i feel the people looking to watch that and keep that anonymous could also be the kind of people you wont like talking to in the end.
Not only creeps but also people trying to save you
Dreamcolleger
I surrender... I SURRENDER!
- Apr 26, 2019
- 219
I wouldn't do it, there's a lot of sick places on the internet where it will end up where people will be making jokes and other disturbing comments.
Centerism
Love is my final option
- Aug 25, 2019
- 233
I have seen 4 suicides on Facebook livestream. 3 of them were hangings. I wasn't on Facebook at the time, but I did see the videos on a dark web page. That
Hopefully will make you think. Cause the site I was on was for people who look at gore and death as a kind of porn(I'm not into that kind of stuff, I was simply researching it for someone).
It's not a good idea to livestream your final moments. Please think this through. If you have the notion that it's the right thing to do, that's your prerogative. I would seriously suggest going alone at peace.
Like @pathologist said, imagine who would be watching something like that. Sadistic freaks. Sick fucks. Those really aren't the kind of people you'd enjoy talking to in the end. If there are normal people in the chat, they will only annoy you with their pleas of "don't do it" "God loves you" "think of your family" etc... we've heard it all before people. It doesn't work.
All I can say truly, is I care about you and I hope you go in peace. Whatever it takes to achieve that, only you know. So I'll support you in either choice, but I won't watch your suicide. I'll give you my final words here. I love you.
Hopefully will make you think. Cause the site I was on was for people who look at gore and death as a kind of porn(I'm not into that kind of stuff, I was simply researching it for someone).
It's not a good idea to livestream your final moments. Please think this through. If you have the notion that it's the right thing to do, that's your prerogative. I would seriously suggest going alone at peace.
Like @pathologist said, imagine who would be watching something like that. Sadistic freaks. Sick fucks. Those really aren't the kind of people you'd enjoy talking to in the end. If there are normal people in the chat, they will only annoy you with their pleas of "don't do it" "God loves you" "think of your family" etc... we've heard it all before people. It doesn't work.
All I can say truly, is I care about you and I hope you go in peace. Whatever it takes to achieve that, only you know. So I'll support you in either choice, but I won't watch your suicide. I'll give you my final words here. I love you.
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Stan
Factoid Hunter
- Aug 29, 2019
- 2,589
Even though you may think you are not alone by doing it, its a terrible memorial to have. What if it went wrong? Soiled yourself in the process, cried or anything that would be considered glorious entertainment for the sickos? If you are going to do it then say goodbye here in this forum. I have only seen love, compassion and best wishes from those who responded to 'goodbyes'. That is real!
During my trips down the nether regions of the clearweb (not even the darkweb) I found a few sites with suicide vids and the sites ranged from the gore freaks who just enjoy watching death to the ones who wank along to the death and then leave abusive/rude/ugh comments.
Whilst it's always good to see technique, I wouldn't give the perverts the pleasure. I seriously felt unclean after reading the comments on some of the vids.
Whilst it's always good to see technique, I wouldn't give the perverts the pleasure. I seriously felt unclean after reading the comments on some of the vids.
scorpiooo2
saddest grl
- Aug 23, 2019
- 112
I mean it's your decision but I wouldn't put that out there on the internet for some sick freaks to get a kick out of.
Mr2005
Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
- Sep 25, 2018
- 3,622
SelfHatingAspie
Ambitious but rubbish
- Jul 2, 2019
- 198
It sounds like you don't really want to die. It sounds more like you need help and/or attention. You also sound quite young (late teens?).
Whilst I'm strongly pro-choice, it needs to be an informed choice. With all due respect, it's a bit difficult to expect a teenager to make an informed choice, as they just don't have all the information to hand. I know I didn't when I was that age.
Please reconsider; if not your decision to ctb, at least reconsider your decision to livestream the trip.
Mr2005
Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
- Sep 25, 2018
- 3,622
That is not a good idea to stream it.
People are at risk of justice department at that moment. This happened before a guy shot himself live on a stream. All participants where tracked and arrested for motivating tthe guy to shoot himself.
So just dont do that.
You will bring others in danger
The way I see it, if others get pleasure from watching my suicide, why should I care? I'm dead!
It's surely more joy than I've brought anyone in life
It's surely more joy than I've brought anyone in life
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