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VegasLyra

VegasLyra

Member
Jan 16, 2021
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In a few days my family is going to leave to our village and stay there for about a month. I'll be alone at home and that's when I'll CTB.

However there's a problem: I can't leave my suicide note next to my body because once my family notices I'm not answering their calls anymore (they already know about my suicidal tendencies), they'll have no choice but to call our landlord and ask him to check up on me. That's a problem because I absolutely do NOT want anyone to read my suicide note other than my direct family. It has VERY sensitive material that could ruin my family's reputation if it got out. (shocker: it's that I'm gay. Gotta love this shit country)

So now I'm thinking of places to hide my suicide note where it won't be discovered with my body but it'll still be guaranteed for someone in my direct family to find within at most a year or so.

Does anyone have any ideas where a good spot to hide it would be? I'm thinking of putting it on top of the AC but I'm afraid it'll take a very long time for it to be found this way.
 
Apricity

Apricity

Wizard
Jul 27, 2021
642
You can mail it right before, it will take 2 or 3 days to arrive.
 
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khz89

Member
Jul 25, 2021
21
maybe you can put it somewhere they would check regularly? like with their clothes, or under a cooking pot
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
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Delayed send email
 
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Apricity

Apricity

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Jul 27, 2021
642
this is a third world country lol we dont have mail
I wrongly assumed by your username that you were in the US, apologies. In that case, I will say that UKscotty has a great suggestion.
 
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Acopia

Acopia

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Sep 21, 2020
356
Do you have email? Some people choose to write an email and set it up so that it's sent a few hours after you've departed..
Or you could hide the note somewhere you know your family will find - so, in their wardrobe, under the bedding. Heck, in the fridge!
I don't know what country you're in; but chances are police may investigate and find the note anyway. :hihi:
-A:heart:
 

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