Thanks for your reply. Well, as you can see, I suck at hanging so I don't know very much about it.
As for the pills, I took lorazepam, sertralyne, aripiprazol, lamotrigine, risperidone and clonazepam. They were like 100 pills and I passed out so fast that I couldn't hang myself.
I ended up in a comma for 2 days and then in hospital for a month. My stomach was a mess so I'd avoid pills next time or just get some sleeping pills, not many.
Anyway, wish you the best with whatever decision you make.
hugs and love!