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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Visionary
May 5, 2020
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Where would you prefer to ctb? At home, or some place else? I was going drink this N at home but now I am thinking of that cabin in Edinburgh again. I'm just so tired of these 4 blue walls that surround me. I'll probably end up just doing it at home but I'm not sure anymore.
 
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DrownFeather

DrownFeather

The proudest communist feather ever
Apr 7, 2022
184
In my comfy room
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
35,564
Just somewhere where I wont be found too early, that is all that matters to me. It is unlikely that I will be dying for a long time anyway. I want to get euthanasia, but that option is not available for me.
 
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Ta555

Enlightened
Aug 31, 2021
1,317
Ideally in a lovely house by the sea so I could sit comfortably in an armchair and look over the ocean as I wait for the N to work. Realistically, probably at home.
 
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Al Cappella

Al Cappella

Are we there yet?
Feb 2, 2022
888
Ideally at home, in bed. If not, then somewhere deep in the woods…
 
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houseofleaves

houseofleaves

and this with thee remains.
Jan 14, 2022
545
Someplace where no one will find me for at least a day (a week or even a month would be a blessing)
 
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Rogue_R

Member
Apr 8, 2022
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Mountains
 
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xo777

are we almost there?
Apr 5, 2022
170
probably in my dads arms it would be the most comforting but that's sick to do so i will be leaving in a hotel room
 
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natali4

natali4

Student
May 24, 2021
147
My home, I don't know any other place I could do it
 
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Ednospatient

Arcanist
Sep 2, 2021
408
Just somewhere where I wont be found too early, that is all that matters to me. It is unlikely that I will be dying for a long time anyway. I want to get euthanasia, but that option is not available for me.
I doubt you'd be eligiible for euthanasia anyway, since you don't have a terminal illness.
 
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summers

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Nov 4, 2020
2,495
Here seems pretty nice:
Saturn seen from its moon mimas Painting by chesley Bonestell published in Life Magazine
 
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Crazy4u

Crazy4u

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Sep 29, 2021
1,318
Somewhere isolated. I have the location saved as "perfect" in my gps!!
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
907
Home. But if I could choose, in a far away quiet place. Like a cottage in the mountains. That would be peaceful.
 
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Circles

Circles

There's a difference between existing and living.
Sep 3, 2018
2,279
Home or the mountains. I'd love to be around nature when I do it, but I think at best I'd have to do it in my car somewhere.
 
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ineedrope

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Jan 19, 2022
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i want to do it at home but do i really want my family to find me dead in my room. or do i want them to hear secondhand that i was found dead in a hotel somewhere
 
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sadanon3

sadanon3

Member
Sep 1, 2021
34
backyard. bag over the head. no muss no fuss. I don't want my wife to find me or inherit my debt though. Otherwise would have done it 2 years ago.
 
S like suicide

S like suicide

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,432
If my family did not live with me at home and I was alone and no one would come to disturb me neither would notice that something is wrong,I would like to do it at home (Sn, N and hanging).
With a ctb partner i would like to do it also in a home,safe...in hotels there is always the risk to be found earlier.
Or drink Sn or N on a beach near the sea(but this is too risky to be find early).
With jumping instead i would like an high abandoned building where there is noone around so i can calmly suicide without traumatized noone and they will find me maybe after days and not right soon
 
whatevs

whatevs

Mining for copium in the weirdest places.
Jan 15, 2022
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I would try a hike of hours and hours, and when relatively deep in the countryside, I would end my life.
 
ikkii

ikkii

Member
Apr 12, 2022
35
Where would you prefer to ctb? At home, or some place else? I was going drink this N at home but now I am thinking of that cabin in Edinburgh again. I'm just so tired of these 4 blue walls that surround me. I'll probably end up just doing it at home but I'm not sure anymore.
I dont want to do it at home. i wanna do it in a hotel room. i dont want my Family to carry my dead body.
 
surface2007

surface2007

🌿 No more ikigai, i'm sick 🌿
Mar 17, 2022
43
I'm going to do it at home because I don't have a choice and I'm being watched. But if I had the choice already I would do it by day and not by night and your cabin in Edinburgh I'm quite jealous of it must be pretty especially if it is surrounded by nature !
 
TheLostCause

TheLostCause

Falling Apart
Nov 7, 2020
91
Ideally somewhere beautiful and peaceful at one with nature but realistically at home where i feel the the most comfortable.
 
I need peace

I need peace

The past is never dead, it's not even past.
Mar 28, 2022
141
I don't want it at home because it's a tiny house just me and my husband and he'd be traumatized to live here. I think a hotel room or the beach (at nighttime)
 
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Julgran

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,427
Where would you prefer to ctb? At home, or some place else? I was going drink this N at home but now I am thinking of that cabin in Edinburgh again. I'm just so tired of these 4 blue walls that surround me. I'll probably end up just doing it at home but I'm not sure anymore.

I will do it outdoors, in a meadow or forest - preferably during the summer period, so it's warm outside.

Try to find a place in which you feel at ease, and where you appreciate the surroundings and can contemplate your final decision properly before carrying it out.
 
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Diesel_Punk

Diesel_Punk

Chasing dreamless sleep
May 6, 2021
58
Ideally somewhere secluded in a forest, bring enough food and put up a tent. I would just live there for a couple of days until I'm ready to do it, preferably inside of the tent with a note pinned to the outside so I would spare whoever will come across it the sight of my corpse.

Ideally my corpse should just be left in the woods to decompose but I would be willing to compromise on being cremated and having my ashes scattered by the sea so whoever will do it will have an excuse to spend a weekend or so by the seaside.
 
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Pain In The Ass

Pain In The Ass

Wizard
Feb 10, 2022
638
hotel staff don't bother you if you leave the sign on the door - they're glad to have one less room to clean - caravan holidays are good because they only clean them after you leave, so you won't be bothered for however many days you booked - either of them will be mine if I decide to OD
 
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