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kinggold65

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Apr 8, 2020
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Where can I buy N online and have it shipped to my home? I don't have the opportunity to travel.
All other suicide methods scare me
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,588
Sorry, but you can't. Any place that purports to sell N online is a scam.
 
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MidnightDream

MidnightDream

Warlock
Sep 5, 2022
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^^^ what they said
 
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Yakui

Yakui

i stole some bugs to feed my refrigerator
Feb 4, 2023
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Probably nowhere at this point. N is a barbiturate, and in pretty much all applications, barbiturates have been replaced by benzodiazepines, so they are next to impossible to get now. If anyone offers it, they are most likely a scammer.
 
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CantDoIt

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Jul 18, 2024
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This question gets asked a lot and the answer is always very frustrating .
 
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Tommen Baratheon

Tommen Baratheon

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Dec 26, 2023
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That would be like finding the Holy Grail.
 
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Life'sA6itch

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Oct 29, 2023
333
That would be like finding the Holy Grail.
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