Where Are You in Your Journey?

[Sinai Silence]

I'm just waiting for my materials for my desired method. If it doesn't arrive then I have other, less favorable methods planned out.

 

[Alec]

I'm al set for SN, just waiting for the moment honestly I'm not sure exactly what I'm waiting for maybe I'm just trying to drag this out.

I've had my SN, Antiemetics and Antacid for about a year now. Been giving things another chance. But recently things have taken a definite downturn and I think I'm nearing the end of the road.
I'm starting to plan the best time to start the 48 hour regimen and it would then give me about 2 to 3 days before I'd be missed. So hopefully I'd be long gone before I was found.

Funny, I have my SN and antiemetics for almost a year now too, I've been giving things another chance but things don't seem to change. Sending you the biggest hug, I truly with you all the best and everything you are looking for!

 

[esse_est_percipi]

Have SN, but am uncomfortable with the method. Currently obtaining materials for another method.

What makes you uncomfortable with the sn?
I'm a bit unsure too, as before I joined this site I'd never heard of it to ctb, so it all seems too new and untested (unlike partial or gun etc).

 

[harkovv]

I have a method, i found the best place, i sorted out all things i wanted to, i sold all my things, i even have a partner to ctb with from this forum. Just waiting for my day, a month to go.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

the research stage

 

[not4us]

Gave life another chance but meanwhile got my SN and antiemetic is on the way

 

[miguel6565]

Waiting for the moment im truly ready

 

[Deleted member 18655]

I'm ready. I need my SN, I need to write emails and de-clutter but I'm painfully ready now.

 

[This_sux ✓]

No. I'm not going to commit suicide but I appreciate all these comments.

 

[GonnaGoBye]

Waiting stage. It'll be over very soon

 

[VIBRITANNIA]

i've decided on the night-night method, but i'm still in the research phase. i have everything else (location, note/letter, time) planned out, though.

 

[Ghost2211]

Waiting stage. Long waiting stage....

 

[Deleted member 18655]

Just trying to decide what to pack for the journey before I pack and then go. My ticket does have a solid date yet but I'm going to be ready when that changes.

 

[Lone_Gray_Wolf]

I'm at self-sabotagging phase. Waiting to see if I get depressed again and end it all before this cycle continues and stop feeling sorry for everything.

 

[draw a circle]

Got the method, got the place, but hasn't had the actual rope to do full hanging. Wrote a few letters too, and feels like now's the time. Ashamed to admit I don't know where to get a decent rope that's not online and can't really go anywhere by myself (don't have a vehicle and have a nosy family). For some reason wishing that something drastic will happen

 

[mathieu]

I want to die badly but I'm not sure how I can do it that will actually work. I've tried partial a few times. Don't seem to pass out :/ might order N when I get the money

 

[Sprite_Geist]

Stuck at the side of a road.