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Lavínia

Lavínia

Entropy meat
Feb 19, 2024
43
Things get messy. The days go by at work and I can't do anything, lots of pending tasks. That sheet, tomorrow will be 1 week. It was supposed to be 2 days, there's that client. There's that registration. There's the ticket, I need to open another one. Teach. Someone else quit, can you believe it? another. She'll come back, I like her. They offered me another position, I thought about it, I considered it... I didn't accept it. I regret it, it was calmer, maybe it would make me live longer. Why did I choose to continue working in customer service? I'm terrified of people, has the fear gone? Am I an idiot? Do I want to die that much?
But why, why are we going to do it this way that isn't ideal for the client?
- Because I TOLD you to, because you're PAID to do what I say. And you're going to do it.
No fun, no fun. they take their work seriously. "good afternoon, and good work". it's my job, it's theirs. i'll do it, it's my job! ha, ha, ha...

The pressure is increasing, am I laughing? I miss my ex, it's getting repetitive, isn't it?
A reason to live, someone to hold on to. A speech bubble instead of a face, but I could see his face. Where are you? Do you still remember me? Please remember, send me a message. Don't make me send it, I can't break the lack of contact. It will destroy something that I don't remember the meaning of anymore, something that meant a lot to me, but I don't remember. I want to break this, talk to me.
- After you disappeared, I realized how slow everyone is
What does that mean? What does it mean? I can't understand, it's something important, how you see me, but I don't understand. How do you see me? Do you miss me too?
 
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