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gardenhouse

Arcanist
Mar 26, 2026
439
Just wondering where are you gonna do cbt? Whatever method.

Hotel? At your home? In your car?
 
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EndlessRage

EndlessRage

Student
Aug 30, 2025
114
Just wondering where are you gonna do cbt? Whatever method.

Hotel? At your home? In your car?
Probably in a place where i had the best memories of my life or nature.
 
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peacebenow

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Apr 26, 2026
627
I don't have a choice as homebound and basically bed bound. so in home.
 
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diealegend24

diealegend24

Member
May 11, 2026
83
Somewhere I'll never be found
 
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hmnow

hmnow

Specialist
Jul 29, 2025
351
In a hotel most likely.

Using a portable pull-up bar to hang the rope
 
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somethingisntreal

somethingisntreal

Live, Laugh, Larp
Aug 30, 2025
295
In a forest. I don't want to be found.
 
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Casoperso

Casoperso

Fighting my mind
Mar 31, 2025
81
In my room. Part of the reason is my social anxiety, but I'm also too lazy.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
5,130
Basement or bathtub depending on the method.
 
pk@2001

pk@2001

Student
Apr 27, 2026
122
In my home..
As for now i have locked FSH as my ctb method.
 
slowlybreaking

slowlybreaking

Hoping for reunion
Jul 9, 2026
54
at home, there's a little shed that was to be reworked into a little bar zone but never used. when i ctb i'm probably gonna close the door and leave notes to not open it and to call an ambulance to get me, i don't want my family to see such a horrid scene, neither i want them to have the same view my mother-in-law had to witness

i'm still not sure about whether i want fsh or psh as my method, but it's gonna be hanging like my bf that's for sure. i have yet to determine if the structure is strong enough to handle my body
 
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