I also like the idea of jumping. I work at a very tall 12 story building at nights. I think it will be perfect at a zero survival rate.
Not gonna lie we are jealous you have access to such a tall building
we've been researching many methods, we are currently set on cutting, and this method is definitely a back up method, which we hopefully won't need as we're hoping our suicide works
We hope you find some glimmers in your life before the end happens if that is what you choose to do. Not saying that suicide is a choice, it's horrific circumstances that cause us to feel and to react this way, so zero judgment here. I hope you find the peace you are looking for, alive or not.
Also please don't be bothered by what we said at the beginning of the message, really don't want that to be a reason to further your suicidality.
We hope you find peace in whichever path you took
I don't have any suggestions, sorry, but I definitely feel the same way. Something liberating about taking the plunge. I've been eyeing up bridges in my area, personally.
We felt that way too, we imagine it feels freeing.
There's lots of options and pros and cons of each method, hard work to go through but necessary we personally think.
We hope you find peace wherever path you choose to go